Antz

I Can't Be Bothered

2009-09-08T09:06:00.000-07:00

Know the thing i disliked the most? Ingrates. People who appreciate the things and help that others have given to them. And this is the term that i will use to descibe some of the people in MB0505.

Straightforward? Crude? Well, Watever, I can't be bothered anymore. What's the point when people don't appreciate whatever it is that you have done for them, but to take you for granted. Why do i say that? Here's why.

I was on MSN tat day, and LY came to tok to me asking me whether the agents in my office require anybody to distribute flyers for them, and to keep a lookout for him. So i said ok. It so happens coincidentally that an agent is my office requires someone to help distribute flyers. So i called LY and the two of them tok on the phone. But, it didn't work out. Apparently LY's price was too high, double the market price. Naturally my agent didn't want. Fine. So then i asked him, will he be coming to my 21st birthday party. Guess what was his reply? I got money then i go haha. What, is this the way to treat a person who went through all the trouble to help you? Has he ever considered my feelings? To think that i lend him my lecture notes back in poly when he asked to borrow it. Makes me feel that he is onli using me because i pay attention during lectures and that my lecture notes are always full of notes. Well, this will be the final time. Never ever again am i gonna help him anymore. The next time he comes asking me again, i will tell him directly: Sorry, im not free. He can jolly well go figure things out himself and find his own help. I am not laying a finger to help him anymore.

Then, there's my 21st birthday party. Send out invitations to my friends, including those from MB0505. Some of them dun even have the coutesy to reply, especially the guys. Ok, i get it that they are busy with NS, but are they so damn busy that they can't even check their schedule and reply me? Is it so damn difficult to repl a yes or no? You know what, i feel that i have been treated like shit, worse then shit. Or mayb they dun even regard my existence at all. Take cara's and ziling's birthday for example. The guys can reply cara as to whether they were going ar not, some of them even turn up. (jeffery, LY and YC ) Same goes for ziling's birthday, the guys can turn up (jeffery, kelvin, YW). Then wat about me? None of them even bothered to reply (with the exception of YW). I don't wanna comment too much on kelvin. When i send out the first invitation, he told me he hoped that he would be able to attend my party and that he would get back to me regarding his attendance. Then, when the second invitation was sent out asking them to RSVP by 30 aug, still no reply came from him. So i message him tat day asking him to confirm his attendance as i was to order my food already. His reply? I have a feeling that i would not be able to make it as i would be going overseas. Its pre-planned. Ok, fine, at least its a reply. But whether its true or not i do not know, and neither do i wanna know. All i know is tat, i have been treated like shit. Downright shit.

To think that i always turn up for most of the class events and gatherings and they can't even spare a few hours of their precious saturday evening to attend my party, i mean, not that i wan them to attend my party or wat, i can't be bothered, but the thought of it just infuriaties me. If this is the way they treat me, fine, the next time, if there's any class events or gatherings and im being called, im not gonna attend. I don't see the point. Im not the nice gal anymore, whom people can take advantage of and take for granted. From now on, im onli gonna bother about my own stuff. I can't be bothered anymore. Not happy? Too bad, tats the way it is.

2009-01-14T06:06:00.000-08:00

Terrible Headache :(

2008-08-29T19:55:00.000-07:00

Sick, down with the flu :(

2008-04-27T07:10:00.000-07:00

Ok, this two incidents have been bothering me for quite sum time, so i figured im gonna blog it all out and get over with it.

First, its the DT job thingy. AK emailed everyone asking who was interested in the DT job and asked those who are interested to send in their resume. So, ok, i send in mine. After exams, the school started selecting and calling those selected candidates. Sad to say, i wasn't selected. I mean, it's alrite for me coz it's the lecturers the ones who does the selection, so they have the rite to choose who they wan to hire. This i have no comments. One of my close friend actually blog abt it in her blog abt she not being selected and stuff like that. AK actually commented on her blog explaining tat she didn't get the job becoz her gpa is not gd enuf (his meaning of gd is 3.2, according to wat he wrote in my friend's blog.)

Then there's this friend of mine from another class who after her fyp was over, messaged me and asked me who to submit her resume to for the DT job. So i told her AK. Then a few days later i got a message from her saying that the school called her for interview. At that point of time, i felt abit hurt and upfair. Ok, this person has a gpa of 2.5 and she for a call, that other friend oso had the same gpa as her, yet she didn't a single call, the same goes for me who has a gpa of 3.2. I mean, im not jealous that she got selected or anything, i jus felt abit unfair tats all. It was AK the one who said that the minimum gpa was 3.2, yet y izzit this person who only has a gpa of 2.5 got the call, but not my friend who has the same gpa as her or me? But then cum to tink of it, i dun nid nyp to call me, i can find a job of my own based on my own ability and capability, who knows, mayb i might get a job better then the one in nyp.

Then there's this second incident. This one involves my classmate, who is super kiasu. Y do i say that? Met him one afternoon in school to pass him the rest of my classmates' testimonials as we both wanted to get out transscript chopped and initialed. When he saw my results, he was like wa so many As, whereas for him, he had alot of B+s. He wasn't really happy coz he had alot of B+. His gpa: 3.257. My gpa: 3.253. So i said: ur gpa is higher then me. Guess wat was his reply? Aiya, come on la, its only 0.004? Im like ok, fine. 0.004?! Do u know that even a mere 0.004 makes alot of difference?! Not even 0.004, 0.001 oso makes a difference. So wat if i have a lot of As, i earned the As with my own sweat, blood and hard work. U want tat kind of results, u jolly well go work hard for it. Then he was telling me how thick his supporting documents was; if his grades are not good enuf to earn him a place in uni, he hopes his supporting documents will help him to earn a place, blah blah blah. I was like rolling my eyes. I didn not even send all these supporting documents, all i send was jus my transcript and Sec school CCA records tats all. Ok, to say sth very crude. If the uni does not accept u, no amount of supporting documents nor appeal letter is gonna help u anyway. Wat is meant to be yours will be yours. Wat is not meant to be yours, no matter how much u try to fight for it, it will still not be yours. Get it?

So the conclusion for these two inceidents: I believe in myself.

2008-04-19T21:58:00.000-07:00

I've Learned... If you will take the time to read these, I promise you'll come away with an enlightened perspective.

The subjects covered affect us all on a daily basis! They're written by Andy Rooney, a man who has the gift of saying so much with so few words.

I've learned.... That the best classroom in the world is at the feet of an elderly person.

I've learned.... That when you're in love, it shows.

I've learned.... That just one person saying to me, "You've made my day!" ...makes my day.

I've learned.... That having a child fall asleep in your arms is one of the most peaceful feelings in the world.

I've learned.... That being kind is more important than being right.

I've learned.... That you should never say no to a gift from a child.

I've learned.... That I can always pray for someone when I don't have the strength to help him in some other way.

I've learned.... That no matter how serious your life requires you to be, everyone needs a friend to act goofy with.

I've learned.... That sometimes all a person needs is a hand to hold and a heart to understand.

I've learned.... That simple walks with my father around the block on summer nights when I was a child did wonders for me as an adult.

I've learned.... That life is like a roll of toilet paper. The closer itgets to the end, the faster it goes.

I've learned.... That we should be glad God doesn't give us everything we ask for.

I've learned.... That it's those small daily happenings that make life so spectacular.

I've learned... That under everyone's hard shell is someone who wants to be appreciated and loved.

I've learned.... That the Lord didn't do it all in one day. What makes me think I can?

I've learned.... That to ignore the facts does not change the facts.

I've learned.... That when you plan to get even with someone, you are only letting that person continue to hurt you.

I've learned.... That love, not time, heals all wounds.

I've learned.... That the easiest way for me to grow as a person is to surround myself with people smarter than I am.

I've learned.... That everyone you meet deserves to be greeted with a smile.

I've learned.... That there's nothing sweeter than sleeping with your babies and feeling their breath on your cheeks.

I've learned.... That no one is perfect until you fall in love with them.

I've learned.... That life is tough, but I'm tougher.

I've learned.... That opportunities are never lost; someone will takethe ones you miss.

I've learned.... That when you harbor bitterness, happiness will dock elsewhere.

've learned.... That I wish I could have told my Dad that I love him one more time before he passed away.

I've learned.... That one should keep his words both soft and tender, because tomorrow he may have to eat them.

I've learned.... That a smile is an inexpensive way to improve yourlooks.

I've learned.... That I can't choose how I feel, but I can choose what I do about it.

I've learned.... That when your newly born grandchild holds your little finger in his little fist, that you're hooked for life.

I've learned.... That everyone wants to live on top of the mountain, but all the happiness and growth occurs while you're climbing it.

I've learned ... That it is best to give advice in only two circumstances; when it is requested and when it is a life threatening situation.

I've learned.... That the less time I have to work with, the more things I get done.

2008-03-24T02:18:00.000-07:00

Met up with carine and linda darlings yesterday. Its great to see them, both doing fine :) Went to clarke quay, tried Waraku Japanese restaurant. I ordered Yasai curry with soba noodles, regular. Haha...didn't expect the serving to be so big! Couldn't finish at all. So damn full. Carine and linda managed to finish tho. Its delicious :)

After lunch, we relaxed in the restaurant and chit chatted, about classmates, future, life, etc. So then linda said she is meeting her friend to pass him a cake as it was his birthday. We then walked out of the central mall to Ricciotti-An italian deli and pastry restaurant to buy small cake for linda's friend, weide. Linda then said she wanted to treat us, so we bought a cake and shared it. The taste was unique. At ard 5.15pm, linda's friend arrived, we walked back to the mrt station to meet her friend. Took the train to douby ghaut, met carine's mum and weide's friend there. Carine and her mum then went off to orchard-lucky plaza while linda, weide, is friend and i went to the arcarde. They played house of the dead and silent hill, both about killing zombies, i jus stood there and watch, fun tho. After that, walked to the mrt and took the train home.

It was a fun day overall. I was so full that i only ate a little during dinner. It was nice meeting up with them.

All the best in ur new job linda :)

2008-03-19T06:09:00.001-07:00

Its been such a long time since i last blog. Haha..anyway im back. Chinese new year is over, and so is exams. Haha...finally, i can really rest. Been really tired. Been relaxing at home, accompanying my mum out and of course, going out with my friends! Life's been really normal.

Anyway, results are out. Here's how i flare.

Communications Skills: B+
Proteomics: B
Drug Development: A
Structural and Functional Genomics: A
Principles Of Clicical Trials: A
Essentials of Business Management: A
Molecular Biology of Infectious Diseases: B+
Bioinnovation: A
Bioenterprise: A

GPA: 3.253

Guess my hard work really paid off huh, all the late nite sleeps, becoming a nite owl, popping pimples, painful fingers from all the writing and putting myself at risk from developing early alzhemiers from all the memorising and killing of brain cells. YUP!!! :):):)

So now everyone's moving on to the next phase of out lives. Watever it is, i wish all of them the best! i guess its the last time im seeing some of them. So all the best guys!

2008-02-05T22:13:00.000-08:00

Finally all projects are over. Extremely exhausted and stressed the past few weeks. Jus shut up at one point of time cause i dun like toking at all, jus set there and stone. Nevertheless, now its all over, wat im left now is drug d quiz and the exams.

Today is chinese new year eve. Gonna have reunion dinner. Was helping my mum prepare vegetables and came across a worm, grey with black strips, alive and wriggling. EEK! Haha...Cannot wait to eat dinner.

Gonna enjoy my chinese new year! I need a break. After that then im gonna study for exams. Trying to pull my grades up, common test results became my motivation.

Proteomics-B
Drug D-B
MBID-B+
SFG-A
Bioinnovation-A
EBM-A
PCT-A

No Cs and Ds. Thank God. Gonna work hard to pull my grades and GPA up. Hopefully la hor, jus try my best. Cannot wait for exams to be over, 3 more weeks, then i will be free and can really rest.

Happy New Year!

2008-01-07T05:00:00.000-08:00

Feeling terrible and guilty. Flared up jus nw during enterprise. Lam wanted us to show him our finacial report b4 we could go off. At the beginning of the lesson, xiangting informed us that she missed out some impt points in the finacial report and thus couldn't hand in the finacial report today. So xiangting and lawrence did the finacial report on her laptop. Lam asked those groups who need to edit their ICA1B slides to show him their slides and to check on their finacial report. Couldn't help at all as i didn't understand anything about finacial statement. Told kelvin i wanted to go home, but then kelvin asked me not to leave him alone and that we shld stay tgt as a team. So ok, i stayed. At ard 6.20pm, lam came over to see our finacial report and gave comments. We were then allowed to be let off. Suddenly, i jus felt angry and flared up. Took my bag and jus stormed out of the room.

Send kelvin an apology sms at the bus stop. When home, set down n thought about it. Why am i so angry??? Why did i get angry? Hasn't he told us that as the deadline get closer, we must be prepared to stay till 6/7pm??? So why am i so angry??? The rest of the people are not even angry, all they did was jus to complain, then why am i so angry??? Who am i to get angry anyway, i didn't even help out in the finacial report, so who am i to get angry? Wat right do i have to get angry??? If anyone is angry, it shld be xiangting. After all, she did the finacial report till she was frustrated and flared up at lawrence. So who am i to get angry? Wat right do i hav??? Gosh, i dunoe wat came over me. Im jus so sori guys flaring up :(

I gotta learn how to control my temper.

2008-01-01T05:37:00.000-08:00

Had my enterprise presentation yesterday. Overall the presentation went quite ok, although we exceeded the time. Was super tired after the presentation, wanted to go home and sleep. However, had to wait for our operations plan to be approved before we could go off. Called for Mr Charlie Ng, he came over and looked at our operations plan. Made some comments, asked us to improve on it, before walking off to other groups. Added the stuff that Mr Charlie Ng wanted, called him over, finally had our operations plan approved! Rushed off to the toilet before heading to Koufu for lunch. Ate Yong Tau Foo for lunch, kelvin went off after lunch as he had to rush home to meet his proteomics group members. I and Carine remained behind until we had finished our lunch. Went home after that.

Reached home at 3pm, slept until 4.30pm, then compiled my SFG slides and sent it to everybody. Waited for dad to come home, then went Kovan eat seafood for dinner. Went home after dinner, bath, then do my EBM report until 1.30am. Then went to sleep.

Woke up in the morning feeling refreshed. Edited my EBM report. Did some thinking. Im gonna strive till the very end, after all its already the last semester. To give it all up after i have come this far is a waste. Its just 8 more weeks, then all will be over and i will be free! So yup, JIAYOU LE ANNE!!! BU YAO FANG QI!!! :)

Ok, shall stop here, got proteomics report to do. Cya folks!

2007-12-22T19:49:00.000-08:00

Haven blog for a long time. Haha...now im back.

Having holidays now, for two weeks. Finally! Been waiting so long for tis.

Had common test jus b4 my break. First paper was proteomics. Paper was alrite. Went home after that. Slept for 2 hrs plus plus den studied for drug d until 4.30am in the morning. Haha...den still got business management oso on the same day. Wa...siao rite!

Drug d paper was so-so. Structured qns was ok for me. Mcqs abit tough de. Haha...hopefully can get B ba. Then after that, break for 2 n a half hrs, then business management paper. Er...this one i jus write watever i can tink of. After drug d, brain like dead liao.

Next day was sfg paper. Wa...siao liao la tis one. I really dunoe wat to say abt the paper, no comments at all. I would say its the worse paper of all.

Thursday was MBID. Ok...i wanna kill myself for tis. I didn't really studied the phenotypic characteristics and guess wat, it came out. Ok, virulence factors i could answer, but then the phenotypic characteristics part i interpreted wrongly, i tot it was those things tat could be seen on the virus. So i wrote things like capsule and protein A and toxins. Wrong la, haha...its suppose to be the biochemical tests that part de. Hiaz...

Last day was Clinical trials. All mcqs de, so not so bad. Ok la, tis paper can manage de. Damn happy after finishing the paper. Discussed EBM project after that, came up with the qns, set the date n time for the interview. Settled. Hung around outside the lecture theatre for like 30 mins? Den slowly stroll to auditorium. At koufu, haha...class couldn't decide wat to do. So stagnant and hung around there for like another 30 mins. Finally decided that they wanna watch movie at ang mo kio hub. Ok, so start to walk to mrt. Den at auditorium, some ppl went to see shoes, so stagnant again for another 15 mins. Finally, walk to mrt station.

Went to the food court to eat lunch. Crowded, so we had to separate. The guys one side and we girls (carine, me, linda and ziling) another side. Kelvin joined us shortly. Carine went off after lunch as she was meeting her mum to bring her to the osteopath. Linda, kelvin n i went to the multimedia cd shop to walk. Kelvin bought coffee bread or sth. Linda went back to sch after that, while Kelvin n i accompany siuling and the rest of the guys to the cinema lobby to buy tix. After siluing and the guys went into the theatre, kelvin n i loitered and walked around, then went to nebo for a drink and to sit down to wait for carine to cum back to discuss our enterprise project.

Malcolm joined us, but then went off to the arcade when we started discussing our project. Slowly, the rest joined us coz their movie ended already. Walked to take train to novena as we were meeting sujith there for dinner at waraku pasta restaurant. Food there was quite nice, but then the price is abit ex de. By tat time i was already very tired, so switch off already. After dinner, walked to united square, saw a big n nice christmas tree outside the mall so took some pics. Sujith had project meeting, so he went off after that. The rest of us girls, carine, me, linda n dhiviya went shopping at united square. Saw a very nice watch at espirit, but it cost $169 de. Dhiviya went off shortly, so tat leaves the three of us. Went to search for the hairdresser salon that carine's mum was toking abt. Then went to level one to see cds. Left the place at ard 9.30/10pm, slowly walked back to mrt station, took train home.

Haha...tho was a long and tiring day. But i had fun. Cheerios to everyone :)

2007-11-07T07:53:00.001-08:00

Jus had my MBID test today. Yeah, finally, its over. Overall, the paper was ok, i could answer the questions. Ok, having three more tests next week. Head rush ar...haha....headache man...Proteomics, structural and functional genomics and clinical trials. Does any of it appeal to u??? Not to mention the tons of tutorials, assignments and projects. Thank goodness there;s deepavali this week, haha, for us to take a break and oso to escape the long day of sch.

Meeting my ex colleague chew hwee tomorrow. We are jus gonna chill out. Haha...heck la, i jus wanna take my mind off things tml and jus enjoy the holiday. After all wat are holidays for?

Planning to watch stardust, anyone wanna watch, let me know yeah?

Ok, logging off. Super tired.

Chao~

2007-10-26T05:22:00.000-07:00

Another week has gone by. Projects are starting to come in and pile up. At present, there are 6 projects on hand and an assignment, and their due dates are so close to each other. Damn tired, but its something tat im used to already. Jiayou ba!

On tuesday, carine had a talk with the class about her feelings towards the class. She even broke down during the talk. Its good that she let the class knows her feelings, at least by saying out she feels better. Im glad for her. Whether it has any effect or not i dunoe, guess we can only wait and see.

As for me, im learning to not be so bothered with things. I was too bothered with things in the past and that led to quite alot of unhappiness. So yup, im learning not to be so bothered with things now and up till now, i think i have been quite successful. Anyway its the last sem already, and after march next year, we will be going our separate ways already and we won's know when its the next time we will meet again. So yup.

Anyway, going to malacca over the weekends with my parents, grandmother, my mum's friend and church group. We are gonna visit the church there. Well, at least it takes my mind off things for a while.

Ok...i gtg zzz.Gotta wake up early tml. T_T

Chao~

2007-10-18T07:09:00.000-07:00

Its been a long week. Finally, its friday tml, the end of the week. Feeling extremely tired. Somehow, i jus lack the drive, spirit and energy that i had in yr 1 n 2. Its like, i jus cannot find back those feelings, jus feel so tired. Maybe its because i haven studied for the past 7 months? I remembered me being eager and ethusiastic about going back to school. But when the semester started on monday, i jus felt tired. Guess maybe i need time to adjust back to schoolife. Shall see how it goes then.

Looking forward to saturday, bbq class gathering at dr chan's house.

2007-10-11T18:46:00.000-07:00

Hello! Im back! After a month of disappearance. Had lots of problems with my desktop previously, wat with the computer taking ages to start, repeatedly pressing the startup button, restarting on its own for no reason at all, its damn irritating! Called HP up to enquire about the problem, took them so long to check things out, wat with all the nonsense about reading the numbers out on the CPU, looking for similar numbers, blah blah blah, etc etc. Came to my house to collect my CPU and so i hav no internet for the whole week. And my wireless is not working, thus cannot my laptop! Eve before i flew off to vietnam, me CPU came back. Guess wat, HP got the wrong unit number, wa...really hopeless man, told them the address already, still can send to the wrong apartment. Fix everything up, got my internet back. Went to check my results: A for FYP and a P for IAP. GPA: 3.142. Damn happy! My hard work paid off de.

Then next day, my mum and dad and sis send me to the airport, budget terminal. Heavy traffic, thus the trip took longer then usual, and of course, the fares were more expensive as it was the peak hour. Reach the airport at 8.15am. Called carine and learned that she was on her way. Went to eat at the hans cafe there with my family. Received an sms from carine saying that she needs another 20 minutes to reach as there was heavy traffic. Got a call from her 20 minutes later asking me where i am. Looked around, spotted her and went to meet her. Checked in our luggage, got our ticket: seat no-5B 5C respectively. Went to sit down at hans with carine and her mum, my mum and sis and me. At 10.50, we went to board the plane. Tookoff time was suppose to be 11.25am, but then it was delayed as they needed to inspect the runway. So by the time the place took off, it was 12pm. Nothing to do on the plane besides chit chatting, so boring. After 1 hour 30 minutes, the pilot announced that we were about to land. As we were landing, i looked out of the window, the outlines of the buildings could be seen, it was a beautiful sight. Minutes later, the plane touched down at ho chi minh airport. Went to the customs to get out passport and immigration card chopped before collecting our luggage. Carine's dad was already there to fetch us when we walked out of the airport. Her dad took us to PHO 24 to eat beef noodles for lunch. The way of eating is unique, with raw vegetables (peppermint at that) and beansprouts and fried fritters thrown in, with lime squeezed in. Even the beef is tender. After lunch, her father took us to the money changer to change out money before taking us back to the apartment where we umpack our luggage. Her father's house is so comfortable, relaxing and cozy. There, we stayed for the rest of the day till evening when her father came back. Went to the cantonese restaurant can thong for dinner. The food is delicious. We had ma po toufu, sweet and sour fish, steamed vegetables, steamed rice and soup for dinner, and the total cost is only about $30. Very worth it rite?

Stayed at home the next day.

On friday, went to the city to shop, it was pouring from the time we left the apartment till the time we reached the city. Went to saigon trade centre where we shopped for sourvenirs. Bought a boat, a mirror, 5 dragonflies, a pack of chopsticks and pack of keychains. Went to the ground level to take some photos. Her father came at 6.30. Had dinner at Eden mall. The japanese food is superb. Yeah, and its cheap, $5.50 for a whole set, but its abit salty. Went home after that.

On saturday, went to parkson shopping centre after breakfast to shop. Hah, but the things there are expensive, just like the shopping centres here in singapore. Hence, we did not buy anything but just walked around. Had lunch there, ate the singapore chicken noodles, not bad. Carine's father ordered the malaysia fishball noodle soup. The fishball is so hard. After lunch, went to an thong plaza. The things here cheaper and wats more, we can bargain! Bought a bag made of shiny seashell, a pair of high heel shoes, three clothings, a dress for my mum and a hat. Haha...i looked like a tourist wearing the hat. We shopped till 5.30pm before going back to the apartment.

On sunday, went to banhmi bistro to eat sandwiches. Then cross over to the next street and walked to coopmart. Bought 2 carpets and 2 pillows. Stayed at home for till evening on sunday. In the afternoon, it started raining. We had wanted to go to the Banh tay night market. But since it was raining, we waited to wait for a while. Fortunately, the rain stopped. At 6pm, we went down to the disney shop to wait for the bus. 5 minutes later, it arrived and we boarded the bus. The trip to the city took 30 minutes. Went to eat at a restaurant opposite the street. The wanton noodles is fantastic, with 4 big wantons. Even the duck meat for the duck noodles was big and juicy. After dinner, we walked to banh tay market. The shopping there is super. There are countless of stalls. Bought alot of things there. 3 tops, 3 adidas set for $10 each, a short shorts set, 2 shirts for my father. There weren't much business for the stalls as it was raining before and the roads were wet and sleek. We shopped till 10pm before going back.

The next day, after lunch, we went to banh tay market again. This time round, i bought so much things till both my hands were full. Haha...carine bought loads of things too. We then walked back to eden mall to get a cup of cold drinks as it was sorchingly hot. Went to saigon trade centre, to a shop at level three to buy bottoms (her father is a regular customer there thus we could get special price). Bought a black pants and somemore t-shirts plus a blouse for my father. Total cost: $38. Wanted to buy a pair of jeans but there wasn't my size, thus i had to go back the next day. Took big plastic bags from them to dump all our clothes. Haha...damn alot man, both my hands were full! Went to highlands coffee for a drink of coffee. Met carine's father for dinner at 6.30pm. After dinner, went to meet ms hang and her tailor to make carine's clothes.

Stayed at home on tuesday. Packed my luggage. Man, it was full.

On wedsnesday, we went back to saigon trade centre to buy my jeans. Met carine's father at 3.30pm to buy the tickets for the water puppet show before going to an thong market to buy the lotus seed. Bought 2kg=8 packets. Had dinner at eden mall, ate the japanese food again. After dinner, went to watch the water puppet. Damn funny la, the show. Took alot of pictures of the show, haiz...there was this ang moh sitting in front of us, blocking like half of our views. Damn, even my photos had his head in it. After the show, we went back to the apartment.

Stayed at home on thursday till the 5pm where we took the bus to the city to meet carine's father for dinner. Bought a t-shirt for sujith along the way. Went to this nong restaurant which sells vietnamese food. I ordered this dried vermicelli with toufu. Haha...its a damn healthy meal, nth but vegetables. Then there was this dish where we put vegetables, chicken, rolled it up and eat it with some sauce. Took some photos of the restaurant and food. Went back to the apartment, past by saigon square on the way back.

Then on friday afternoon, we went to the cantonese restautant can thong for lunch. Ordered the ma po toufu, sweet and sour fish, crab meat with asparagus soup and strawberry smoothie. Carine ordered the crabmeat with corn soup and a cup of cold tea. Woah, we were so full halfway through our meals. Haha...and we still had to finish the toufu and the fish, i had my strawberry smoothie to fnish as well and it consists of milk, gosh. The both of us had a hard time trying to finish the food, slowly, letting our food digests a little first before eating. I was jumping for joy when i finished my strawberry smoothie. After much difficulty, we managed to finish all the food. And guess wat, there was still cut fruits provided at the end. Wa...cannot eat already, damn full. Haha...but still we forced ourselves to eat till only 3 pieces of fruits were left. Total bill $18. Super worth it. All in all, we spend more then 1 hour in the restaurant. Went back up to the apartment to relieve ourselves before going down to do manicure. $7 in total plus buffering shine, cuticle cutting, filling and colouring. Went back up to the apartment again for a rest before taking the 6pm bus to the city. Walked to saigon square, the newly moved shopping centre. Bought buffy dvd, the whole complete set for only $12. Damn cheap. Walked back to a restaurant at 7pm to eat wanton noodles for dinner. After dinner, went to saigon centre to meet ms hang to collect carine's tailored made clothes. Carine went to try on the clothes to see whether the size suit her. The green jumper suits her while the other 2 were too loose. Thus, had to take back to alter again. Her father came later along with two other businessmen. Hung and chat for a while before going back to the apartment. Tested the buffy dvd, turns out to be alrite. Took a bath and then packed my luggage. Wa...really full. Damn heavy. Slept at 12 plus.

Woke up at 7am the next day. Cleaned the house, packed here and there, finalised everything. Went down to banhmi bistro for breakfast, ate the chicken baguette. Went back upstairs again, took out luggage, went downstairs, put it in the car. Her father's chaffeur then drove us to some street to meet ms hang to collect carine's remaining 2 clothes. Went to the airport after that. Checked in our luggage, got our tickets: 15D 15E, in the middle this time round, passed the immigrations and went to the departure hall to sit and wait for boarding. Boarding time was suppose to be 12.05pm. But then the plane was nowhere in sight. It was until 12.20 that the plane touched down to the airport from singapore, turned to our gate. When all the passengers had alighted, we boarded the plane. Seat nos 15D n E, which means in the middle, right where the engine is. The plane took off shortly after we boarded. Watched jj's the killa video and d gray man anime on carine's laptop. Reach singapore at 3.30pm. Went pass the customs and collect our luggage. My parents came to meet me, and so did carine's mum and younger brother. We bid each other farewell and took the taxi home.

Time flies really fast, school is starting on monday, saw my timetable already, thursday and friday are packed! and they are the longest days. The worst is thursday, with lessons from 8 till 6 with onli 1 hour of break in between, and there are 8 o clock lessons as well. Gosh!

Managed to get my wireless working already, finally, after like 1 month. Ok, so now im able to use my laptop.

Oh, well. Gtg, till then, CYA~

2007-09-07T00:49:00.000-07:00

Hey hey, its september! Haha...my favourite month. 16 september is a special day, hehe....y, coz its my birthday :) so remember to wish me hor, hehe :P

Anyway, have been slacking and relaxing de. Went to watch ratatouille on wedsnesday with carine and kelvin at AMK hub. Damn funny show! Did abit of shopping before going home.

My friend send me this SMS which i find it quite meaningful. Shall share it with u guys. Here it goes:

人生成长的过程中
难免遇到挫折
懂得保护自己
也要懂得爱自己
生命的乐章
看你自己如何去谱写
躲避不一定躲得过
面对不一定最难受
得得不一定能长久
失去不一定不再有
转身不一定最软弱
别急着说别无选择
别以为世上只有对与错
许多事情的答案不只一个
所以我们永远有路可以走
你能找到理由难过
也一定能找到快乐
懂得放心的人找到轻松
懂得遗忘的人找到自由
懂得关怀的人找到朋友

On movies craze this past few days. Haha....siao rite.

Kk...gtg liao. Cya ppl.

Chao~

2007-08-29T01:53:00.000-07:00

Attachment is finally over! Yeah, finally, the day that i have been waiting for has finally arrived. Friday morning was a busy one as i cleared my table, swiped it with ethanol, cleared my reagents, my bench, hand over my stuff, etc. Ate lunch with my colleagues, went back to the lab, bid my supervisor goodbye (gak!) before going off. Went down to ICA to collect my passport. Queue was super long! My queue was 3075, and they were only serving 2690! Gosh, waited till 3.45pm de, then had to go off liao as the it was still a long way to my turn and i had to rush down to school to hand in my logbook.

Took the train to raffles place, got off and changed to yio chu kang. Super long walk from the train station to school, met yong sheng on the way to school. Walked all the way to level 4 admin office to hand in the logbook. Wa...super tired. Then called carine. She's at the auditorium de, so i walked to the auditorium, met her and a couple of others, ziling, jorichie and a TSO (i think). The whole lot of us then walked back to the mrt station de. Wa...leg pain de (i was wearing high heals on tat day).

Took the train to city hall. Was suppose to meet my colleagues for dinner at 6.15pm at spahgeddies restaurant. But when i reach, it was only 5.15pm. So i shopped around, bought anderson's ice cream, yummy! Then at 6.15, went to the restaurant to meet my colleagues: chew hwee, yeeling, pearly, min min and huihua. Ordered our food. The primo combo is nice. Gave out the gifts which i had bought for them. We had alot of fun during dinner, joking and gossiping. After dinner, min min and pearly went to carefourre while i, huihua and yeeling went to esplanade. Took a walk along the river, so nice and relaxing. Saw yeeling and huihua off at the busstop before walking to city hall station to take the train home. All in all, it was a fun day.

Happy as i may be, i will miss my collleagues. They are really nice ppl who help me alot. Will continue to keep in touch with them.

Been slacking and lazing around this few days. Sleeping especially. Haha...needa replenish my beauty sleep.

Kk...gtg. Cya folks. Chao~

2007-08-23T07:23:00.000-07:00

Hey ppl, im back again! Haha...after so long. Past few weeks has been really horrible, wat with report n presentation n AES. Hell man. But finally, everything is over already. Had my final presentation on 14 august at 9am. Can u imagine? yes 9am, lst person. And my assessors? Henry and AK. Haha...me a girl, been "interrogated" by 2 guys. AK was like expressionless, and henry asked some questions that were quite chim. Hmm...all in all, i think i fared average only.

Then choing report for the two days. 42 pages in total, yeah! Met sujith on thursday nite to burn my FYP stuff. After which, met my sis and parents for dinner at kovan heartland mall. Made a new pair of spectacles! Cool.

Carine came to my house on friday morning where she did her website. Burn it and we both went to school to submit out FYP stuff.

Laze around on saturday.

Went out with my primary school friend yanqi on sunday to watch bourne ultimatum. Matt Damon is so handsome! Nice movie, full of action and suspense!

Watched another movie on monday with cara and carine at ang mo kio hub. Brave story, a japanese anime. A meaningful anime movie de.

Then work work work for the next three days. Tml will be my last day, hurray! Looking forward to tml nite de, dinner with the whole bunch of NHC group at marina square spageddies restaurant :)

Kk...gtg. Zzz, tired de. Nite folks.

2007-07-29T03:04:00.000-07:00

Work has been really relaxing this week. Dr Moe is away! Yes, damn shiok. I can eat lunch for as long as i want. Even shopped around chinatown before going back, not to mention leaving early oso. He'll be back by this week, no idea when tho, he didn't mention.

Finished doing my FYP already. Finally, now i can concentrate on my presentation, report and AES. 3 weeks more before i submit everything.

My mum went to penang on thursday, so these few days i had to settle my own dinner, no one to cook :( she will be back by sunday nite tho. Yeah! Mummy is still the best!

Been eating chocolates for the past few days. Shucks, i hope i dun put on weight. Kk...better control myself, dun eat so much.

Ok, dinnertime, Chao~

2007-07-22T06:15:00.000-07:00

Wat a week! Time really flies. Its sunday again, and tml's monday, the start of yet another new week. Wow. Being busy really kills time.

Anyway, went back to school on thursday for napfa test. Took the whole day off, planned to watch harry potter with carine and candy, but the plan was cancelled in the end as carine was sick. So stayed at home and went to school at around 4. Met cara and candy at the library and the three of us walked to blk G. Registered ourselves and got a blip no. Mine was 10, candy 9 and cara 11. The test was conducted in batches of 10, which makes me and candy in the lst group. First station was sit-up, followed by standing broad jump, shuttle run, inclined pull-up and sit and reach. Weather was super hot tat day. By the end of the 5th station which was sit and reach, i was sweating like mad and burning within. Had to wait for everyone to finish all 5 stations before proceeding with the 2.4km run. So, in the meantime, everyone took a rest. Surprised!Saw sujith there! Haha...he was doing a survey on teaching evaluation and was searching for people to do surveys. So then, i did one survey. Had onli time to chat with him for a while before going for my 2.4km run. Muhaha...haven ran for so long de, so during the run, cara n i were walking the whole time! The both of us dropped out during the last round de as it was already 19 minutes, way past beyond the passing time! Haha....yup, i didn't pass my napfa, got a certificate of participation. Stayed back to chat with sujith till 7.30. Thereafter, walked with saras and sujith to the interchange to take bus home.

Then on friday, the 7 of us, min min, yee ling, chew hwee, bhuvana, catherine, hui hua and i went to pasta de waraku at clarke quay for dinner to treat hui hua and catherine as it was their last day. Quite nice, the food there. Next time wanna eat spaghetti can go there :) After dinner, the whole lot of us took a walked along the river. OOO...i love the night scenery there. So beautiful! Saw ppl sitting on bungee de, looks fun, ha but its ex, $40 per ride! And its just a few minutes ride at tat. Walked to Funan where we met min min's friend. After a round of introduction, min min went off with her friend and the rest then walked to city hall to take train home. So from monday onwards, there will only be three ppl in the lab, yee ling, chew hwee and me. All the best in your new job hui hua :) And to catherine as well in your studies :)

Met linda at cafe cartel on sunday at 3.30pm. Carine and malcolm were late, so while waiting for them, we ordered a slice of bitter chocolate fudge cake. Received an sms from carine at around 5pm stating that she is unable to come as she is still in the office! So the we footed the bill and left at around 5.30. Went to carrefour as linda wanted to buy softener. Received a call from malcolm saying he is at city hall and he is on his way. Went to basement 2 and bought chippy british takeaway's calamari rings. Malcolm then joined us. Went to mos burger for a drink and chat. Left the place at 6.30 as linda had to buy dinner home for her sisters. So went back to carrefour and linda bought honey chicken, noodles. Paid for the stuff, went home after tat.

Wat a nice weather to sleep. As i am typing this entry, it is raining, Wa...shoik man.

Kk...gtg de. Cya ppl. T_T

5 more weeks of FYP...

2007-07-15T06:06:00.000-07:00

Harry potter is out, wanna watch de, its a muz!!! And jj lin's new album is oso out too. Finally, after waiting for so long. But i will wait abit longer, see whether there's any special edition anot. Hehe...

Did some thinking lately. Maybe i should give dr moe a chance, after all he has been quite stressed these few times. The cloning experiment that he did for two years turned out to be wrong. And tat day an australian scientist came to collect the clone! And after all, he has mellowed down these few days. Guess mayb i should give him a chance.

Jus realise that i hav only 5 weeks to complete everything, report, AES, presentation. Gosh, i better start on dem soon, especially my AES and presenation. Haiz...gonna be busy again. But then, nvm la, tahan for 5 more weeks and everything will be over. And my enzyme has arrived, yeah, i can do my RFLP already. Yes!

Heard from my mum that my grandmother has developed a tumour in her big intestine. The doctor said he has to conduct further test to determine whether the tumour is benign or malignant. Results will be out in three weeks time. I hope the test results will be ok.

Looking forward to this week de, movie outin on thursday and lunch meetup on sat :)

kk...gtg. Cya ppl.

6 more weeks of FYP.

2007-07-08T05:41:00.000-07:00

Dr Moe has been mellow and quiet these days, its so damn scary la. But i won fall into his trap coz tat is not his real self, he is jus putting on an act. Wat the la, he changes like a cameleon. One minute he can be really bad, the other minute he can be really good. Wat a two face snake. Been keeping myself busy so tat he won cum and disturb me. Jus cannost stand when he "tortured" chew hwee by giving her so much stuff to do, she is like busy from the moment she steps into the lab until the moment she leaves. Wat the hell la, jus because she offered to help me to do my samples, he had to do this to her. Come on la, get a life! There's nothing wrong in helping each other, she is jus kind hearted tats all unlike tat blackmole who is stone hearted. Then because of this, he asked her to do ELISA on 300++ stroke patients. And u noe wat, the ELISA plate is not even working at all, and he has the cheek to ask her to go all the way to cancer centre to use their ELISA plate. Come on la, how much can repairing costs?! And there's no need to torture her la, if u dun wan her or dun like her to help me, then jus say it directly into my face, dun hav to do all these despicable things. Heartless and stone-hearted guy.

Anyway, went out with eileen, cara, her sister carina and carine yesterday to orchard for an event called anime cofest which started at 4pm. Had lunch at MOS burger. Rice burger with some fish, hehe...nice de. Walked to cineleisure to collect my top transferred from marina square. Guess wat, i saw a smurf figurine there! OMG, i hav been looking for a smurf for a long time and i've found it at last. Ha...but its ex de, $49.90. Bought a purple cardigan de, love the material, its so soft n silky. Walked to taka de, went to kinokuniya to look at anime manga. Then proceeded downstairs to the civic plaza open space for security check. Wa...heard wat LKY coming so muz conduct security check de. Aiyo, so troublesome la. But it was fun, watching the 9 teams perform. I love the team performing the Nana song, damn nice, the singing. Finals will be next week de, at downtown east.

Something wrong with my computer de, keeps restarting, nvm, i hav to restart it 4, 5 times before it can officially work. Dun even dare to use the comp too much these few days. Dunoe wat is wrong de, aiyo.

Kk...i gtg le. Back to work tml again.

7 more weeks of attachment...

2007-07-01T06:34:00.000-07:00

Went to tampines mall yesterday to support eileen ong who is taking part in a singing competition called teenage icon. There were 22 ppl participatin and she was the eighth contestant. Her singing was good, but unfortunately, she did not get into the semi-finals. But anyway, it was a job well done :) Jiayou le eileen, one if these days u will acheive ur goals :) Good luck for ur partyworld competition de :) Jiayou le, gambatte!

Then went out with meikee today to town shop shop. Ate pastamania de, got a shock when i saw the GST tax, 7% which amounts to $0.43. Gosh, almost $0.50! Scary le. One of these days it will increase to $1 de. How to survive??? This increase, that increase, but i dun see salary increase de.

JJ's new album is coming out soon! Cannot wait de. Heard tats its gonna be very different from the rest of the album. Hehe...finally!

Nafa test is coming soon.Haha...i haven train for it yet, anyway, im prepared to fail la, especially the 2.4, haven ran in a long time :)

Kk...wanna go zzz liao, tired de. Till then, cya!

2007-06-29T23:04:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was minmin's last day at dr moe's lab. She would be leaving for australia sometime in august. Everyone chipped in to buy a farewell present for her: a watch, a scarf and a pair of gloves and of course a card to go with it. Total cost: $55.80, which amounts to $9.30 per person. (6 ppl sharing total).

Bhuvana, the girl from NTU who was attached to dr moe's lab previously came at 5pm to get a recommendation letter from dr moe. After work at 5.30, the 7 of us, minmin, huihua, chew hwee, pearly, bhuvana and i took a train to somerset and walked to orchard shopping centre to have dinner at sakura international buffet. Banu (the senior before me who was attached to dr moe's lab before me) and catherine met us there. It was minmin's treat tho, gosh, i guess it costs quite a sum of money! But the food is nice, up to standard. The yellow rice is unique! with raisins in it, and the taste is unique too, different from the normal yellow rice tat we eat. The tempura is tasty and delicious. Yummy! And the oreo cheesecake is so fragrant! Mummum!!!

Thinking of watching transformers and fantastic four, anyone wanna watch with me? Hehe...let me know yeah?

Gtg, cya ppl.

8 more weeks of FYP...

2007-06-28T01:01:00.000-07:00

Went to sch to tok to AK today with my father. He said he will look into the matter. I even requested to not hav my report marked by that dr moe but by the sch. He said yup, the sch will have the final say. Good, at least my report will not be affected, if i let him marked, surely gone case one. He added tat if im unhappy, i can tok to him, and tat if i cannot stand the working environment there, he can put me back to sch. I was very frank during the talk and AK accepted it. At least i saved my report back.

These past few days, i did not tok or looked at him. Even today, i did not even tell him tat i went to sch to tok to AK, i jus disappeared after lunch. Tml if he asked, at most jus cooked up a reason, like oh lecturer asked me last minute go back sch settle some admin stuff or sth lidat.

My mum called home today to say she has lost her handphone. Appparently she was at hougang mall and met her friend, so they talked. Then after sometime, she realise she lost her handphone. Then she called home and asked me to call my father and tell him. I called her handphone thrice, but no one answered, instead, it was a voicemail. So then, i went online to check the M1 customer service hotline, called and cancelled the line. Aiyo.

Received a call from sengjang bus interchange at 7pm, stating tat they found my mum's handphone. We were to collect it tml with a reference no which he gave us. Thank God!

Ok, gtg bath already. Cya ppl.

2007-06-24T07:06:00.000-07:00

Im gonna get my father to tok to AK. Dun care already.

9 more weeks of FYP.

2007-06-20T04:45:00.000-07:00

Finally, my lst assessment is over! Wat a relief.

Presentation was suppose to be at 1.20pm. But then it was pushed back, in the end, it only started at 1.45pm. Heard from them tat yixiong came late and overshot his presentation time tats y. My assessor was late too. Haha...he is a very funny guy :) Kept laughing at my slides, haha...super funny! Anyway, the presentation was ok, he said good. So i guess it shld be ok.

Went back home after tat, no point in gg back la, wat for. Laze around at home. Didn't realise tat i miss home so much, guess its becoz i spend most of the time at the lab.

Cannot wait to finish everything, left with the second assessment, then AES, and report. Then tats it, bye bye forever NHC. NEVER EVER GOING BACK TO TAT STUPID PLACE.

KK....gtg....cya folks. T_T

10 more weeks of FYP...

2007-06-20T02:40:00.000-07:00

XXXWARNING!!!XXX THIS IS GONNA BE A SUPER VULGAR ENTRY. PLEASE CLOSE TIS WINDOW IMMEDIATELY IF U DUN FEEL LIKE READING.

SUPER DOOPER HYPER MAJOR BLOODY FUCKING ANGRY WITH MY SUPERVISOR! WHY! BECAUSE I HAVE BEEN INSULTED AND HUMILIATED AND TREATED UNFAIRLY. LET ME TELL U WHY. READ ON. READ EVERY SINGLE LINE CAREFULLY.

BEFORE OUR FIRST ASSESSMENT, WE ARE SUPPOSE TO ASK OUR SUPERVISOR TO ASSESS US AND FILL IN THE INDIVIDUAL COLUMN. SO YESTERDAY MORNING, I WENT TO ASK HIM TO ASSESS ME. HE ASKED ME: HOW MANY SAMPLES HAVE I FINISHED, AS IN HOW MANY SAMPLES HAVE THEIR GENOTYPE DETERMINED. THERE ARE A TOTAL OF 128 CONTROL SAMPLES N 97 STROKE SAMPLES. SO I TOLD HIM 57 STROKE SAMPLES HAVE BEEN DETERMINED AND 38 CONTROL SAMPLES HAVE DETERMINED. THEN HE BEGAN CALCULATING: 57 +38 / 128 + 97 x 100% = 41.6%. THEN HE SAID: ITS NOT BAD, BUT NOT EXCELLENT STYLE. OK FINE, I ACCEPT. THEN WHEN I ASKED HIM TO ASSESS ME, GUESS WAT HE DID?! HE BEGAN CALCULATING 11/15 X 100% =73.3%. 12/15X100=80%. THEN HE SAY, 80% IS EXCELLENT, BUT U ARE NOT EXCELLENT, SO HE GAVE ME 11/15. WAT THE DAMN BLOODY FUCKING HELL, I WAS DAMN BLOODY FUCKING ANGRY AT THAT POINT IN TIME, HE IS SO DAMN THE BLOODY FUCKING STINGY AND CALCULATIVE. HELLO! I TOT INDIVIDUAL ASSESSMENT IS ASSESSED BY HOW HARDWORKING U ARE, AND NOT BY RESULTS?! WAT THE BLOODY FUCKING HELL, I FELT SO INSULTED AND HUMILIATED. AND HELLO! HE HAS SEEN MY LOGBOOK, HE KNOWS I DID ALOT OF PCR, ITS JUS THAT THE BANDS ARE FAINT, I CANNOT HELP IT IF THE SAMPLES ARE NOT WORKING. HELLO,HE THINKS ITS SO DAMN FUCKING EASY, THEN HE CAN BLOODY FUCKING WELL GO DO IT HIMSELF! SITTING IN THE OFFICE THE WHOLE DAMN BLOODY DAY, DOING PAPERWORK, SO MUCH PAPERWORK TO DO MEH???!!! TELEPHONE RINGING ALL THE TIME . NEVER SEEN HIM DOING EXPERIMENT AT ALL, READ CAREFULLY, NOT AT ALL, NOT EVEN ONCE!!! HE DOESN'T EVEN KNOW HIS STUFF AT ALL, YET CAN DEMAND SO MUCH. HELLO!!! WILL IT BLOODY FUCKING HELL KILL HIM TO GIVE ME HIGHER, HUH!!!WILL BLOODY FUCKING HELL DIE IZZIT!!! WILL FUCKING HELL DIE ON THE BLOODY FUCKING SPOT IZZIT!!! IZZIT!!!! IZZIT!!!! HUH!!! IZZIT!!!! DAMN BLOODY FUCKING HELL LA! ITS NOT TAT IM KIASU OR MARKS CONSCIOUS OR STH, BUT THE WAY HE DID IT ITS WAY DAMN FUCKING TOO MUCH!!! GET IT, ITS WAY DAMN BLOODY FUCKING TOO MUCH!!! I HAVE BEEN INSULTED AND HUMILIATED AND TREATED UNFAIRLY. AND ITS NOT THAT IM BOASTING LO, I DID ALOT OF SAMPLES, U WANT EVIDENCE, CAN I CAN SHOW U, JUS LOOK AT MY LOGBOOK AND IT WILL TELL U EVERYTHING. AND I DARE SAY IM HARDWORKING! I DARE SAY I DESERVE A 12 OR 13. HE CAN BLOODY HELL GO EAT SHIT AND GO KISS HIS MOTHER;S ASS!!! IDIOT AND STINGY AND STUPID ASSHOLE!!! FUCK HIM!!! FUCK ASSHOLE!!! AND THEN GUESS WAT, AFTER HE GAVE ME MY MARKS, STILL HAVE THE BLOODY FUCKING CHEEK TO ASK ME: WAT DO U THINK? MOTHER FUCKER, DAMN BLOODY FUCKING SARCASTIC!!!

AFTER HE GAVE ME MY MARKS, I WAS DAMN BLOODY ANGRY, AND STARTED BANGING THINGS. FUCK, I DUN CARE!!! BANG LA, I SCARED AR. FUCK! THEN I WANTED TO PRINT STUFF, MY BLOODY COMP CANNOT PRINT, SO I WENT TO USE "A" COMP, BUT : "A" WANTED TO DO WORK, SO I WENT TO USE "B" COMP. BUT THEN BLOODY "B" COMP CANNOT PRINT! SO I WENT BACK TO USE "A" COMP. THEN HE SAW ME USING "A" COMP, HE ASKED ME: Y ARE U USING "A" COMP? I TOLD HIM STRAIGHT IN THE FACE: I WAN TO PRINT. THEN HE ASKED ME: "B" COMP CANNOT PRINT? I SAID NO, IT TELLS ME ERROR. SO HE TRIED AND TRUE ENUF CANNOT PRINT. THEN HE STARTED SAYING: WA...THE LAB EVERYTHING ALL NOT WORKING, THE INCUBATOR SPOILT, THE COMP CANNOT PRINT. THERE WAS ANOTHER ATTACHMENT STUDENT THERE AND SHE HEARD IT TOO. SO THEN WHEN SHE N I WALKED BACK TO OUT TABLE BEHIND, I SAID LOUDLY: ITS NOT MY FAULT THAT THE COMPUTER CANNOT PRINT! AND THROW THE PAPER ON THE TABLE. I DUN BLOODY CARE. THEN IN THE EVENING, HE CAME TO TOK TO US, SAYING WAT BLOODY FUCKING CRAP: OH, IF U ALL NOT HAPPY CAN TELL ME, IF U ALL CANNOT FINISHED YOUR PROJECT CAN TELL ME, LIKE PRETENDING TO BE NICE LIDAT. WAT, JUS BECOZ TWO NEW STAFF CAME IN, HE WANS TO PUT ON AN ACT. HAHAHAHAHA!!!! I SHALL SEE HOW LONG U ARE GONNA PRETEND, BLOODY FUCKING TWO FACE SNAKE! THEN DURING THE TALK, HE SAID TO ME: ANNE, I NOE U R NOT V HAPPY TIS AFTERNOON BECOZ OF THE COMP AND PRINTER, BUT I CAN'T HELP IT. IM LIKE FINE. I DUN BLOODY FUCKING HELL CARE IF HE HEARD ME ANOT, HE WAS THE ONE WHO MAKE ME ANGRY IN THE FIRST PLACE, SO DUN BLOODY FUCKING HELL EXPECT ME TO GIVE HIM FACE!!!!! !!@@@!!!! FUCK!!!!

AND THEN TAT TIME, HE ASKED ME TO GO HR TO COLLECT MY NAME TAG, I DUNOE THE WAY SO I WENT TO ASKED HIM THE WAT AND WHETHER THE PLACE WAS FAR ANOT. GUESS WAS HIS REPLY???!!! OH...THE PLACE IS NOT FAR, BUT I HAVE SEEN U WALK BEFORE, U WALK ONE STEP AT A TIME AT AT THE RATE THAT U R WALKING, U WILL TAKE HALF AN HOUR TO REACH TAT PLACE. HELLO! ITS NOT HIS FUCKING PROBLEM TAT MY WALKING SPEED IS SLOW. I WALKED THE SPEED I WANNA WALK. ITS NOT UR DAMN BLOODY FUCKING BUSINESS!!!

THEN TAT TIME, I WANTED TO PRINT STUFF, AS THE INFO WAS A POWERPOINT CONVERTED TO PDF, IT WAS V BIG WHEN I PRINTED IT OUT. AND THEN DAMN BLOODY FUCKING COMP IS SO OLD, I CANNOT EVEN FIND THE DAMN BLOODY FUCKING FUNCTION TO PRINT HANDOUT SO I JUS PRINT AS IT IS. WHEN HE SAW IT, HE SAID : U GOT EYE PROBLEM. THEN I TOLD HIM, I CANNOT FIND THE FUNCTION TO PRINT HANDOUT. HE HIMSELF WENT TO SEARCH BUT OSO CANNOT FIND, THEN SAY WAT BLOODY FUCKING CRAP: I NOE ALL THIS KIND OF COMP FUNCTIONS. HAHAHAHA!!!! THINK HE SO DAMN BLOODY FUCKING SMART IZZIT???!!! ASSHOLE!!! HE CAN FUCKING HELL GO EAT SHIT, FUCKING HELL GO KISS HIS MOTHER FUCKER'S ASS!!! STUPID AND STINGY AND SELFISH AND BRAINLESS AND SHAMELESS AND DEMANDING AND UNGRATEFUL FUCKING ASSHOLE!!!!

2007-06-18T06:21:00.000-07:00

Its the presentation week. But yet i do not know my presentation date, time, venue, assessors, anything. How nice. Messaged my liaison officer (ILO) this morning, but until now there's no reply, asked my supervisor whether he received any news about the presentation schedule, he too replied no. Wat is this man, its the presentation week and yet there's no news on anything. And guess wat, heard from shalyn that my ILO is overseas. How fantastic, go overseas without informing me. The least she could do is to ask someone to tell me the presentation date. No lo, jus go overseas lidat, leaving me hanging here. Hello! u dun expect to tell me at the last min and then expect me to be there ok. Wat, i helicopter izzit?! Stupid la.

2007-06-11T05:50:00.000-07:00

Finally, my samples are working again. Tried out the new taq today, it worked! So tat means its the old taq tats not working. Ok, shall use the new taq from now on.

Yes, cannot wait for wedsneday, fun day! I already plan properly the things to do on wedsnesday already. Yup, and im gonna watch a performance on wedsnesday as well at SGH. Cannot wait, this is the first time im watching performance and im so excited! I think it will be fun.

Another new week de, which means a new beginning. But it will pass really fast and it will be a fun one. Went heartland mall shopping with my mum yesterday, bought a pink jacket, a pink skirt, a black translucent top and a black t-shirt. Cheap de, sales ma. Haha...

And its tuesday again tml. It jus goes on. Monday, tuesday, wedsnesday, thursday, friday, saturday, sunday. Haha...reminds me of an email read when i was young. Here how it goes:

Monday-sian sian sian
Tuesday-Wa lau, super sian
Wedsnesday-Buah tahan, ai si liao
Thursday-Hehe, tml coming u noe
Friday-cheong ar
Saturday-Shiok man
Sunday-Wa lau, tml monday again, haiz

Funi rite? Well, but it really describe the feelings of everyone.

Ok...gtg already. Time to do work. Cya ppl. T_T

11 more weeks of FYP

2007-06-09T20:56:00.000-07:00

Met up with carine, ayeha and sujith yesterday. Met carine and sujith at 12 at bishan. Dearest ayesha was late, by a good 45 minites :) Muhaha...walked around the whole time, trying to decide where to hav our lunch! Hot and tired and hungry de :P In the end, we went to the hawker center at the interchange. Quite ok la, the food there. Laughed and talked and joked over lunch. Damn fun la. After lunch, ayesha went off while carine, sujth n i went to orchard.

Went to tangs plaza where carine shopped for bras. Walked to far east plaza after tat. Yipee! My favourite shopping place! I simply love the place so much. Walked around the place looking for a cardigan as carine wanted to buy one. But then couldn't any so we decided to go OG. Bought bubble tea from sweettalk, walked and drank at the same time. The honeydew sago is nice, the peach read tea is not bad too, but the jelly was too sweet. Walked to OG, stopped by at heeren to peep at the clothes at edc, esprit, before continue walking to OG. Wa...it was so scorchlingly hot! Sujith saw a really beautiful sling bag there, hehe...but the price is v nice oso: $59 or was it $69??? Went upstairs to take a look at the clothes, hmm...so so only. Left the place at 5.30 as carine had to rush to braddell.

It was a fun and enjoyable day. Didn't get to shop enough tho. Hehe...nvm, shall go back again another day :) After all, i love to shop!

2007-06-07T06:48:00.000-07:00

Finish my presentation slides already. Finally! 24 slides total, hope its ok. Will ask my supervisor some questions tml then touchup on my presentation. Have to present it next thursday in the lab to everyone.

My control samples are not really going well, the bands are not very good. Haiz...But never mind, there's still time. Cannot wait for wedsnesday tho, where malcolm and sujith will come and help me film my whole PCR, gel electrophoresis and RFLP process. I owe them one de. Thanks malcolm and sujith :) Lunch and dinner will be on me.

Never met anyone so selfish in my entire life. Yesterday, the whole of heart centre had a photoshoot session, everyone had to attend. Ok, fine. Everyone had to wear labcoat for the shoot, ok, fine. The shoot was at block C (my lab is at block A), so we had to walk over to block C for the shoot. As my labcoat was dirty, full of ethidium bromide, i didn;t wan to bring it over. I mean, hello, ethidium bromide is carcinogenic, meaning to say, it is cancerous. Guess wat my supervisor said?! "Never mind, jus dun come near me, only i noe its dirty." Huh??? Wat r u trying to tell me? Tat its ok for others to get cancer jus as long as tat someone is not u???!!! Hello! Its not a nice thing to bring ur CONTAMINATED AND CARCINOGENIC AND CANCER CAUSING LAB COAT TO SOMEONE'S LAB AND CONTAMINATING THEIR LAB AND PUTTING EVERYONE THERE AT RISK. And wats more, I COME INTO CONTACT WITH EHIDIUM BROMIDE EVERYDAY, SO TATS MAKES ME AN INFINITE TIMES MORE AT RISK OF GETTING CANCER AS COMPARED TO HIM OK. OMG, ever seen anyone so selfish, putting other ppl's life at risk jus to protect his own. OMG??!!! Can't stand it man!

Receive my allowance today. Hehe...can go shopping! Nows the time to go shopping, great singapore sale de and before GST increases in july. Well, prices are already increased. So ridiculous la. basic necessities also wan to charge GST. I might as well starve myself sia.

Cannot really sleep these few nites le, dunoe y. Always wake up at around 6.30. Insomia? I hope not. I need my beauty sleep de, if not i will look like a ZOMBIE. Haha...im still young, dunoe wanna age so fast.

Yeah, tml is friday, finally, the weekends are here. Cannot wait for saturday, shopping spree!!!

kk...gotta go. Cya folks. T_T

12 more weeks of FYP...

2007-06-06T06:25:00.000-07:00

Am i not good enough? Or izzit becoz im a boring person, with no sense of humour? Dunoe, jus feel tat no matter how good i am, ppl jus dun appreciate me. If given a choice between me and someone esle, they would rather choose tat someone esle. Y? Dun ask me, i wanna noe too. Someone please tell me. U noe wat, i jus feel like being a heartless person, oblivious to things happening around me, not caring about anyone or anything.

2007-06-02T20:18:00.000-07:00

Hey hey :) its a bright n sunny day today. Wat a good day to go out and soaked in the sun.

On friday, my classmates who had finished their FYP went to brisbane, australia. Sad to say, i didn;t go and see them off. Heard from sujith tat alot of ppl went to see them off. Checked my email this morning, saw that kelvin send everyone a greetings' message from brisbane, so sweet of him, makes me feel guilty for not seeing them off. Oh, and linda will be back on 17 june, spoke to her online that day.

Doing my presentation slides for my first assessment in the third week of june. Hope it all goes well. Oh, and a new staff jus came in two weeks ago. A very soft spoken and gentle girl :) Wish her all the best in this lab.

Ok, gotta go out already, meeting a friend. Cya ppl

Chao~

2007-05-31T02:43:00.000-07:00

Not been feeling good this week. PMS? U can say tat. Y? Hmm...i dunoe, mayb its jus one of those down days. Felt lonely suddenly and felt like crying sometimes. My flu has been going on and off. I rather fall sick all at once than to have it on and off. So damn irritating.

Anyway, great singapore sale is here! Hehe...time to go shopping, and of course before the GST hikes in july. Thought of revamping my wardrode, make it more mature and ladylike. And im crazy over lace black and maroon. Sexy colours??? Hehe...yup, indeed they are. Haha...for all u know, i might look different next time.

Feel like eating junk food this few days: potato chips, snacks, french fries, curry puff etc. Hope i dun put on weight sia. Into music nowadays, kept listening to music! Hope i can go k soon, kinda like singing.

Haven seen ayesha for quite time, wonder how is she doing. Seems like everyone is having PMS nowadays, guess its due to the hot weather and the heavy workload.

kk...gotta go. Cya ppl.

2007-05-26T07:36:00.000-07:00

Almost fell sick this week. Was having headache and sneezing for the past few days. Luckily i managed to recover thanks to my functional and strong immune system. Hehe...

Work is as usual, PCR, gel electrophoresis and RFLP. And as usual, i hav to show dr moe progress report on monday, i hope it goes well.

Anyway, went to dr chan's house 2dae for a farewell party thrown by the class for her as she is leaving NYP soon due to some reasons. Woke up at 10am, bath and then left my house at 10.30. Caught a bus to kovan mrt station, took the train to douby ghaut, then change the north south line to yew tee. Met sujith at woodlands mrt and then went there together. So toughtful of sujth to buy a gift for dr chan :)

Haha...jin hong asked the class to meet him at 1140 at yew tee mrt. In the end, everyone was late, when sujith and i reach, there were only two people there, yongcai and ziling! Nice rite. Shortly, carine, zeya, sze ho, huda and jin hong arrived. The whole group of us then walked to dr chan's house. She was already ready waiting for us, with pizza an drinks and all. Her son is so adorable and intelligent and he is only seven years old. Can u believe it?! He could explain the photos in the photo album, gave us a tour of the house and pcake for dr chan intellgent rite.

Ate two pieces of pizza and half of a slice of cake. Wa...fatening. Pizza somemore. But it was a great lunch. Had a good chat with some of my classmates: sujith, candy, carine, ziling, yongcai, huda and of course dear sweet dr chan. Kelvin bake a cake for dr chan. So sweet of him. Michelle, yiwei and jeffery were late, they came at 3.15 and they bought a cake too to celebrate yiwei's birthday, which was yesterday. It was so fun, then we took lots of pictures as well. Had church at 6pm so i left dr chan's house at 4.15pm. Took the train to woodlands, then took 161 to sengkang to St Anne's church.

Today's mass is a children's mass. It was bit noisy tho, haha....but then anyway they are kids and kids tend to be noisy. After mass. went to hougang mall to eat dinner with parents. Shop around then went home.

It was a fun and enjoyable day. I enjoyed it alot.

Kk...gotta go already. Take care ppl. T_T

13 more weeks of attachment...

2007-05-22T05:49:00.000-07:00

Having a terrible headache and feeling super cold today. As the new PCR reagent that im using doesn't really give me a band, the guy from the company passed me another set of PCR reagent to try on. He said that this new PCR reagent is more robust, whatever that means and even said that if this new set of PCR reagent worked, he can exchange the old PCR reagent with this new one (Had previously set of the old PCR reagent) Anyway i tried and manage to optimise it. So hui hua called the company to tell them that the new PCR reagent worked and to ask them to exchange. I was surprised by his answer. He replied that i can only exchange for one tube as this new PCR reagent is twice the price of the old one. I was like huh? U were the one who said that i could exchange if it works, den now u r telling me this?! Hui hua then told me to try optimising the old PCR reagent, if i really cannot get a band, then she will order from another company. Haiz...and my optimisation is not really going well. Peng! Will try and optimise again.

Today is really unlucky, slipped and fell and hit my bum and cut my middle finger. So embarrassing, in front of my colleagues somemore. I guess i shall change another new pair of shoes. Hope tml will be better.

Kk... gotta go. Cya!

2007-05-20T08:33:00.000-07:00

Blooger is finally ok! I can blog properly now.

Met up with carine on tuesdayto buy sujith's present. Haha...guess wat we bought him? A friendship cup and a birthday card to go with it.

Went to watch spiderman 3 with carine on wedsnesday. Haha...got free tickets from shijin :) Overall, it was good, except for the part where the black venom appeared out of nowwhere. I love the fighting part, but its so sad that harry had to die at the end, and peter parker and mary jane didn't get married. Haiz...was hoping that they will get married. But then, together oso can la! Some parts were super funny, some parts were super sad, some parts were meaningful.

Then on thursday, went to church at night for the feast of acension.

Did nth for friday

Met ayesha on saturday at my house downstairs to sign sujith's birthday card. Know wat, she drove her motorbike to my house! Wow...steady man.

Then celebrated sujith's birthday on sunday. Sorry buddy it had to be a belated one. Set at starbucks with malcolm n sujith and chatted for 4 hours! Then went to foor republic to eat dinner. Reach home at 10.45. It was a fun day tho.

Tml is Monday again. Oh well. Kk...gonna sleep now, tired de. Cya!

14 more weeks of attachment...

2007-05-13T05:31:00.000-07:00

Super dooper hyper major tired this week. On monday, another attachment student, catherine from NTU came. She will only be here for 10 weeks, which means until mid july. First two days for her was very relax and boring as she had nothing except reading scientific papers. Then on tuesday, dr moe told me to bring her along the next time im doin my PCR. And showed i showed her how to do PCR, how to load gel, RFLP, etc. Then on thursday, dr moe told hui hua to give her the PCR reagents as he wanted her to practice on it.

My taq polymerase is running out. The company doesn't make anymore of the taq which im currently. So hui hua ordered the taq from another company. As this is a new reagent, i have to optimise my PCR conditions again. Haiz...this is gonna take another three weeks plus. Gosh. So now im trying to make my taq last as long as possible. Im left with 126 control samples and 21 stroke samples, and each sample i only use 0.5ul of taq, so i think it should be able to last me till half of my control samples. In the meantime, i will try optimising the conditions for the new taq.

This week was really the ultimate. I did damn alot of RFLP and ran damn alot of gels. Hmm...its so sad to hear that dr moe wanted to terminate hui hua's contract (she is on one year contract).. She told us that dr moe is giving her two months to complete certain targets, if she cannot complete it, then dr moe will terminate her contract. So sad rite. Hiaz...and min min is leavin as well either at the end of this month or the next month to australia-new south wales to work. Catherine is leaving in mid july, which leaves me, the last one to leave on the august 24.

Was suppose to go out with carine today, but then she fell sick. I hope she gets well soon :)

Haha...downloaded alot of songs recently from multiply. Haiz...but i cannot upload them onto my website, it keeps telling me error. There is something terribly wrong with blogger. My blogging page has been distorted for more then a week already. Sian half.....

Cannot wait for lin jun jie's new album to come out. OMG, i keep hearing his new songs on the radio. And his duet song with jin sha: Fa Xian Ai is super nice! Go listen, i strongly recommend this song. Its damn nice. Gosh, i cannot wait for his new album to come out.

Kk...gtg. Blog another time. Cya folks :)

15 weeks of attachment...

2007-05-08T05:58:00.000-07:00

Another week has past. Haha...something very funny happened on thursday. Previously, there was a renovation going on in the lab and we all had to dismantle our computer. Then on monday, when the renovation was over, we had to fixed our computer back. My mouse was spoiled and so i took someone's esle mouse and threw my spoiled mouse away. Then on thursday, my supervisor called the IBM ppl to bring a new mouse over. When the IBM ppl came, they asked for the spoiled mouse. I told them i threw it away. Then they said that they cannot give us a new mouse unless we give them the spoiled mouse coz they need proof that the mouse is really spoil before providing us with a new mouse. So my supervisor called someone from another lab to bring an old mouse. My supervisor then told me tat im not suppose to throw away the mouse as it is government property and government property cannot be thrown. Ok, guess it was a lesson learnt for me.

Spent the whole of saturday at home, listening to music on my computer. It feels so nice to be relaxing on a windy saturday. Stayed up on sat nite, watching harry potter till 2.30am in the morning. Boy, i love the goblet of fire soundtrack. Anyone who has the soundtrack can send me?

Then on sunday, i went out with my primary sch friend angelina to vivocity. Went to eat superdog for lunch. Ate the chicken ripper tis time. Haha...should hav asked for utensils coz everything starts falling when i started eating. We then chatted. Turns out she is working currently at land transport authority while waiting for her application results to NUS. Haha...and she is being dragged out every week by her friends to hear then complain about their boyfriends. She asked if i hav a boyfriend, sad to say, nope i dun hav :) Tat whole day we were looking at accessories. Haiz...but then they are all so expensive. And i saw the cable cars again, gosh, makes me so tempted to spend $10.90 jus to ride on it. We went to this pet shop at level three. The dogs and hamsters are so cute! Dinner was good. Ate at shin kushiya, a japanese restaurant. The food is quite nice and the price is affordable too. A soba and two sticks of grilled skewers and a cup of green tea plus GST and service charge only costs $ 14.90. Quite ok rite.

Back to work again on monday. Wa...sian, monday blues. A new attachment student from NTU came in. She will be here for 10 weeks, which means her attachment will end in mid july. Hmm...did 2 RFLP tat day.

Today, tuesday was a busy day. Did PCR in the morning and ran a gel for RFLP. Went for lunch at 12.30. Came back at 1.30. Ran 2 gels for RFLP. Receive a call from my liarson officer Miss Cherine Tan, saying she is at block 6. I then went to look for her and haha...we both ended up getting lost. In the end, she asked for directions and learned that it was at block 1,2,3. So i walked back to my block to meet her. Thank goodness, we finally met each other. She and i then went to meet dr moe. Haha...the whole time they were talking about collaboration between NYP and NHC, blah blah blah and their past projects, wat projects the lecturers at NYP are currently working on, blah blah blah. Occasionally, they talked about my project. After that, dr moe then showed her around the lab. After the lab tour, we went to the staff lounge to hav a heart to heart talk. We talk about my project, my progression, and she asked some questions as well to test my understanding. Overall, it was a good talk. She told me the possible questions that the lecturers will ask, the things to read up on, how to improve on my presentation. Hopefully, i will be able to apply it to my presentation and project. Went back to the lab to look at my gel after the talk and then went home after that. Wat a busy day.

Haiz....got to show dr moe progress report tml.

K la...wanna go zzz liao. Blog another time. Cya folks. Nite!

16 more weeks of attachement. Jiayou le.

2007-05-03T07:16:00.000-07:00

Its May finally! April has been such a slow month. Lst of May was a public holiday as it was Labour Day. Went out with carine, cara and candy in the afternoon. Had lunch at ichiban sushi, wow, the food there is nice! And its quite affordable, $15.90 for a chawanmushi set. It was such a lovely lunch :) with jokes and laughter and talks and relaxation and chills. And we took pictures as well. After candy went off, carine, cara n i walked to heeren where we took neo print :) A pity candy went off early, if not the four of us can take neo print together. Will be posting the pictures soon. After taking neo print, we then went home.

Even though we did not really do anything much on that day, it was a fun and enjoyable one. Thanks carine for organising this outing =)

Spiderman is out! Finally. Waiting for harry potter to come out.

Its friday tml, and then on to the weekends. Yeah! This week flew by v fast. Another three more weeks and then its vesak day, another public holiday, can't wait. T_T

2007-04-27T21:28:00.000-07:00

Its been quite some time since i've last updated. Haha...didn't really go online this whole week. Received a call from ayesha on thusday afternoon. SHE HAS GOT HER BIKE LICENSE!!!! :) congratulations, im so happy for her! She really deserves it, having gone through so much in order to earn this lisence. Yeah yeah, finally, hip hip hurray! Rock on ayesha darling =)

Hmm...this week has been a so so one. Dr Moe came back on tuesday. Haiz...all the stress starts coming in. He asked for a progress report by 4pm the next day. Min Min, hui hua and i expected alot of comments and expectations from him. Turns out we were rite. The first person that he called upon to see her progress was hui hua. He commented so much on her progress, could hear from his tone that he wasn't happy with her. He even asked her to do a powerpoint presentation on her error analysis. Wa...spent around 45 minutes toking to her. Next was min min's turn. For her it went quite ok. But, as usual, he still expected alot from her for the next 2 weeks. Lastly, it was my turn. Previously, he asked to see 20-30 PCR product bands on my next progress report. Ok, i had that. Then i told him i did RFLP on the samples that had bands and showed him my log book. To carry out RFLP, we hav to add 15ul of the PCR product, 2ul of NE Buffer 4, 1ul of NgOMIV and 2 ul of dH2O and run it for 37o celsius for 22 hours. When running the gel for the RFLP product, im suppose to load 20ul of RFLP product mixed with 4ul of 6x loading dye. 10ul of PCR product mixed with 2ul of 6x loading dye before each RFLP product. This was according to wat was written in the previous senior's report. So i jus followed.

And so when i showed him my log book, he said that i am suppose to hav a positive and negative control. So he told me to look through previous people's report, get the sample with the C/C band, and optimise the conditions from there and include this sample on my gel. Since i already used up 35 ul of my samples, i jus do RFLP on the remaining 15ul of PCR product and load into the gel without the PCR product, but including the positive and negative control. Actually, previously he already told me to look through previous people's report, get the sample with the C/C band, and optimise the conditions from there include this sample on my gel. But, when i looked through my senior's report and her log book, she didn't do that. So i thought that it was ok not to include that step. But when he looked through my log book and saw that i did not include that step, he told me that i had to include that step. Ok, fine. I was thinking to myself, why do i have to do that when my senior didn;t?

Next morning, which was thursday, i really had no mood to go in. To add on to that, it was raining heavily and i was feeling very cold. And, my menses had to come on that day. Wa...my cramps were really horrible that morning, and because it was so cold in the office, the cramps got worse. I was really mood out that day.

Hmm...anyway, april is ending soon, yeah, now on to May. Hurray! Looking forward to tuesday, movie outing :)

17 more weeks of attachment...

2007-04-20T22:13:00.000-07:00

Wow...this week is so relax, dr moe is overseas. Haha...guess wat, there were only two people in the office on thursday, me and the research officer, hui hua. It was super quiet and scary. How i wish everyday was like that :) Went to eat superdog at vivocity with carine and shijin, the 04 girl on thursday. Hmm....i must say, its quite unique. The lemon tea is fragrant, its as if they brewed it themselves. The chicken burger is different, its not the normal chicken burger we eat at other fast food restaurant, but rather, black pepper chicken. And the hotdog is super long. The fries are thicker then the normal one. All in all, i would say that the food there is quite good.

Friday was the last day of attachment for the NTU students. This indian girl was so happy on friday, she couldn't stop laughing. Wish i could be like her:ESCAPE!. Hehe....but too bad i can't, jus started on my project. Aim to finish it by the end of july. Yes, jia you le, u can do it.

I will escape one day. Patience is the key. A little bit of patience and soon i'll be out of there :)

18 more weeks of attachment. Persevere on!

2007-04-16T06:17:00.000-07:00

My supervisor is overseas this week. Yeah, so can relax abit. Hehe...gosh submitted my lst progress report today, hmm...know wat was my supervisor's comment? "Not bad but not very good" Coz i have 128 control samples and 97 stroke samples and i onli did 25 samples and out of the 25 samples, only 16 had bands. Haiz...then he wans me to get 20-30 PCR bands on my next progress report in 2 weeks time. Gosh.

Hmm...i wanna sit cable car after my attachment. I wanna go kbox. I wanna shop. I wanna do everything. Haiz....its only the 6th week. And i hav 19 more weeks to go. Starting to get tired and fed up already. And i receive a call from Miss Cherine Tan my liaison officer today. She said she wans me to fix an appointment with dr moe for her to visit me.

Anyone who wans to go shopping on weekends, can call me :)

Gtg. Cya folks.

19 more weeks of attachment....

2007-04-12T05:38:00.000-07:00

People are jus so racist, ill-mannered, rude, childish and inconsiderate.

A very common example to show how INCONSIDERATE people can be is in buses and trains. There's so much space inside, but yet people dun wan to move in, all squeeze at the door, making it impossible for other people to board the train. WAT, there are GHOSTS inside izzit?! And then since they dun wan to move in, of course i squeeze myself in, then they give me the black look on the face. HELLO, u were the one who dun wan to move in in the lst place, then when i move in, u give me the black look on the face. WAT, its not my fault ok! Incosiderate n selfish bunch of people.

And then this morning, this RACIST UNCLE pissed me off. My sis and i boarded the bus. There was this 2-seater sit. Since i board the bus lst, i went to bk the 2-seater lst. Walking behind was a chinese uncle, behind the chinese uncle was my sister. Sitting in front of the 2-seater seat was an indian man. He knew that my sister wanted to sit with me, he DELIBERATELY went to sit beside me. My sis and i stared at him, and u know wat, he gave us this SMUG LOOK on the face. Wa...so damn the rude and ill mannered and childish la. I mean, even if he dun wan to sit with the indian man, he doesn't hav to "break up" my sis n i rite? RACIST!

People are jus so rude, ill mannered and inconsiderate.

Anyway, my project has not been going well. Hmm...my PCR is not working well, there are no bands. I think there is too little gDNA in the first place, coz there were only a little left in the vials. Guess i hav to ask them to aliquote for me a new one. Hiaz...and i hav to update my supervisor on monday on my progress, i dunoe wat im gonna tell him man.

Hiaz...pray and hope that all goes well.

20 more weeks of atachment...

2007-04-04T07:07:00.000-07:00

Yeah! Started on my project already, finally, after 3 weeks of trying to optimise my PCR conditions. So everyday, i'll basically be doing PCR, gel electrophoresis and restriction fragment length polymorphism (RFLP). The whole process takes 1 day. 1 PCR takes 2 hours, 1 gel electrophoresis takes 1 and a half hours, 1 RFLP takes 22hours. Yup yup, tats how time consuming it is. And there are 128 control samples and 97 stroke samples, so u can imagine how long it will take to finish all the samples.

Im beginning to miss school. Gosh, i never thought that i will miss school. Guess now i understand why it is that working adults say that schooling is better. I feel like going for a ride on the cable cars, i see it everyday when i walked out to eat lunch, gosh, i miss all the fun.

Hmm...been thinking about my future this few days, wondering where i will be in the future. Thinking of going into arts in future. Till then, i shall see how it goes.

21 more weeks of attachment....Jia you le!

2007-03-24T22:18:00.000-07:00

Yo! Im back again. Haha...after like one week? Hmm...wat to blog? PCR? Gel electrophoresis? Boring de, doing the same thing over and over again everyday :)

Anyway, results are out. Here hows i fare:

Medical Microbiology: A
Immunology: C
Molecular Genetics: B
Bioinfomatics: A
Protein Technology: B
Bioprocess Technology: C+
Marketing: DIST

No Ds, thank God. Immuno was a disappointing one, haiz...had planned to score for this module but the results ended up lidat. But then again its understandable, coz the paper was kinda tough, mostly applications. I was kinda surprised by my bioinfo and bioprocess grades. Haha...didn't expect to score so well. All in all, i would say that my results this sem are better then last sem.

Wow, time really passes by so fast, its nearly april. Im in my third year already, seems like only yesterday i jus started my poly education. And im turning older and older year by year. Can't wait to be 21 :)

kk...gotta go. Cya folks!

22 weeks more of attachment.Counting down...

2007-03-17T19:40:00.000-07:00

One week has past since the start of my attachment. Hmm...felt kinda depressed during the lst few days of my attachment. Maybe its becoz of FYP (Final Year Project) and attachment. Dunoe. But Felt better on thursday and friday. Went to asked my supervisor some questions about my project, and it turns out that im doing the same thing as my senior. Well, not that bad, considering the fact that i understand the procedure (PCR, Gel electrophoresis, restriction fragment length polymorphism (RFLP) and then gel electrophoresis of RFLP products) Hmm...some doubts still lingered in my mind but i will try to clarify them. Wats more im doing this project alone so i have to be very clear on my project.

This one week of attachment has made me more independent. Being attached to a company alone is not a bad thing after all, at least it has taught to be more independent and not rely on my lab partner all the time. Besides that, i oso how to carry out PCR and gel electrophoresis on my own. Haha...realise that its not like wat we did in our school lab. In our school lab, we jus hav to aliquot the reagents into our tubes, then the lecturers and lab tech will do the PCR for us. Then the lab tech will prepare the gel for us and all we hav to do is to load the PCR products into the gel and then they will carry out the gel electrophoresis for us.

But after this first week of attachment, i found out that things are not like wat we did in school. I had to do everything by myself. I learned how to set the PCR machine according to my PCR conditions and to prepare the gel for gel electrophoresis. WOW. Cool. Haha...but the waiting time is horrible. One whole PCR cycle takes approximately 2 hours, and one gel electrophoresis takes approximately one and a half hours. Gosh.

23 more weeks of attachment to go. Jiayou le! When all this is over, im really gonna celebrate :)
Yup, so hang in there :)

2007-03-09T18:36:00.000-08:00

What a week i had! Shopping and singing and movie and slacking and lazing around :)

Sunday

Went out with carine to orchard. Went to borders to look at cds and then went to far east. Splash my lunch all over the place. So paiseh la! Anyway tat day didn't really shop much.

Monday

Went to bugis with my mum. I love bugis street, full of clothes! Clothes clothes and more clothes! Bought a very nice and unique black top. So nice :)

Tuesday

Stayed at home to watch JJ lin concert cd. I love his songs! And he is cute ;) Then at 4.45pm, went to compass point to meet my friend for a short while, jus walk around compass point before heading to kovan to meet eileen to pass her my med micro notes (she has to take med micro supp paper the next day and her notes was imcomplete).

Wedsnesday

Met carine at somerset at 12.30. Walked to cineleisure to buy tickets for the 1.50pm show for Dreamgirls. The show was not that bad, Beyonce is so sexy!!! Jennifer Hudson has a powerful voice, but there were some parts where she her singing was so high pitch that it sorta turns me off. The plot was so so, but the music was nice.

Thursday

Went out with one of my senior meikee to orchard to shop. Oh my, she can really shop, spend
$100++ tat day! Wa...

Friday

Went back to school for our attachment briefing at 9am. Gosh, after hearing all the requirements, im feeling stressed. I jus pray that all goes well for the attachment. After the briefing, candy, cara, carine and i went to douby ghaut to meet angie and eileen. Went to long john silvers to eat. The seafood combo is not bad, can consider eating that next time instead of the usual combo. After lunch, we walked to paradiz centre to book a room for our karaoke session :) Yeah, finally, after so long, i get to sing again. 15 jj lin songs, straight. Wa...nice :) Then angie sang cyndi wang's songs, eileen cara and carine sang songs from everywhere. Candy left at 3pm coz she had some stuff on. We sang and sang and sang. It was so fun, especially at the end when time was running out and we selected all the "high" songs to sing. I love the last song especially: tata young-sexy naughty bitchy. Oooooooo.........im sexy im naughty and im bitchy ;)
We left the place at 7pm. Headed to heeren to take neoprint! Went home with carine after tat. It was such a fun and wonderful day. How i wish it would last forever. Looking forward to k-ing again.

kk...gotta go. Cya guys soon. Luv ya :)

2007-02-13T03:03:00.000-08:00

One more week to exams. So fast, the semester is ending soon. Then i'll be in year 3.

Can't wait for Chinese New Year to be here, 4 days away only.

Kk...gotta do my revision already.

Cya people!

2007-02-02T23:26:00.000-08:00

People are jus so fake. Why can't they jus be themselves? And why does politics have to exist?Hmm...somehow i have this feeling that people are toking abt me behind my back. Paranoid? Maybe.

Getting sick and tired of seeing these people. I wish i can jus disappear from the class, taking only carine ayesha cara candy sujith and eileen with me. I wish a dozen times that my lab partner wasn't kelvin. I hate the way im feeling now.

Human beings are the most cruel creatures. They be very evil, or they can be very good. If only they can all be good, the world will be so nice to live in.

Listening to really sad and sentimental songs.

2007-02-02T19:50:00.000-08:00

Haven updated my blog for quite a long time. Been so busy with projects the past week.

Had my protein tech PBL presentation on monday: the project which i hated the most. Finally, its over. Then down to marketing, the final and most major headache project. Our topic was Anlene Yoghurt drink and we had to present on wedsnesday. So we stayed in school until 10 on tuesday to finish up the powerpoint presentation. Wa...that was the latest that i had stayed in school until, and we had to meet in school at 8am the next day to rehearse! Anyway, linyi was kind enough to send us home so carine, linyi n i took a taxi home together.

Wedsnesday 31/01/2007: : the day of our marketing presentation
My group was suppose to meet at 8am at macdonalds to rehearse. Woke up at 5am, gave ayesha a morning call then went back to sleep. Forgot to set my handphone alarm at 6.30, lucikily i managed to wake up on time. Took a shower and then went out of the house. Waited for the bus for 1/2 hr, OMG, i went down to the bus stop at 7.15, the bus came at 7.40! Gosh, how to reach school in 20 minutes??? I was super, swearing at the damn bus. Haha...received smses on the bus, turns out that everyone was late. Carine was waiting for bus, ayesha as well, linda had to take a cab from clementi to school, linyi as well and yongcai jus woke up. Haha...

As everyone was late, we didn;t had time to rehearse. In addition, there were some changes that needed to be made to the slides as well. Went for immunology lecture at 9.10. Sat at the back as we were late. Didn't have lecture notes so took out a piece of testpad and jotted down notes. After immunology was bioprocess lecture. Gosh, ONG CHEE MING. Haha...but at least he gave exam tips, so ok, not bad. After that we had a 2 hr break. Rushed down to R115 to rehearse on our presentation.

1pm, time to go for presentation. GOSH! There were 3 groups presenting tat day. The first group waa ernest's group on F & N. Couldn;t really grasp the objectives of their project. Next was our turn. The presentation went ok, it was the Q & A. Kenna shoot by that stewart. Wa...haha...and then yongcai was like trying to shut him up and force his way through, muhaha... But overall, we did quite ok. The last group to present was kelvin's group on opening a pharmacy at the shopping arcade. By then, i was super tired. I put my head down on the table and slept. Didn't mean to be rude but can't help it, was super tired. After the presentation, went to eat lunch with carine and yongcai. Took some pictures as well. Went home after that.

Finally, all projects are officially over. Phew. Now on to the final battle: exams. HURRAY!!!

2007-01-16T06:43:00.000-08:00

1 more project down. Submitted my protein tech e-tutorial today. YES! Now im left with 3 more projects: immuno, protech tech PBL assignment and marketing. 3 more projects left, counting down....

Exams are in a month's time, immediately after Chinese New Year on the 22nd of February. Hiaz...exams during chinese new year. Boring. Haha...planning to either maintain my GPA at 3.0 or push it up. Jia you wo. I can make it.

K la...wanna go slp liap, very tired.

Chao~

2007-01-15T04:53:00.000-08:00

2 projects down. Yeah, had my medical micro presentation last wedsnesday. Im quite happy with the presentation, everything went according to plan. In my opinion, i think we did quite well. Wa...finally, this presentation is over, the very chim chim project where we have to digest scientific paper. So now, im left with immuno, protein tech and marketing. Yeah, 5 more projects to go. Counting down.....

Hmm...today after protein tech tut, the 5 of us, carine, ayesha, ziling, kelvin and i went home together. Kelvin and carine were walking behind while ayesha, ziling and i were walking in front. We were going down the escalator at the auditorium. Then ziling was like playing with ayesha hair and ayesha let out an "ouch". At that point, i jus felt very pissed off and fed up. I sort of "shouted" at ziling " Can u please dun do that, its very painful u know". Hmm...i dunoe, i jus cannot stand it.

Then later in the train, i felt that i was very fake. My behaviour, my laughter, everything that i did was very fake.

Haha..then joel another funny guy. Last nite, he smsed me asking me if there are any lessons today. I replied that there is protein tech tutorial today from 3-5. He smsed back asking me if i wanna hav lunch together with him today. I was like huh??? why suddenly ask me this question?! So i replied him telling him that i might have project meeting today and that he is welcomed to join in if he wants to. To which he replied " LOL...i come for wat, oso not in ur group". Then i replied back "Haha...come extra lo" He replied " Haha...stay at home sleep better". Wa...scary sia.

I jus want to finish all my projects asap, then i can concentrate on my exams liao.

Kk...chao liao. Got things to do.

Chao~

2007-01-05T19:05:00.000-08:00

One project down, hurray! Had my molecular genetics presentation yesterday. Hmm...it went quite ok. My group was the last group to present. We had only 10-15 minutes to present, wa...rush like hell. But lucikily, we still managed to finish everything on time. Final mark: 80. Not bad rite.

Common test results came out yesterday. Hmm...some subjects were performed up to expections, while some were really disappointing. Here are my results:

Bioprocess tech-D
Bioinfomatics-B+
Protein tech-C+
Med Micro-A
Marketing-A
Immunology-C+
Molecular Genetics-C

Wat i didn't expect was that i actually failed the common test for molecular genetics. (the mark that u c above is the combined mark for test 1 n 2) I felt that i could have at least be able to get a D+/C+. But an F?! I dunoe wat went wrong. Mayb wat i wrote was jus not right. Think i got to really brush up on my molecular genetics.

Bioprocess was expected, coz i really did not know how to do the calculations. Bioinfomatics was quite ok to me. To be able to get a B+ is considered quite good already, considering the fact that the questions were quite tough. Immunology was another expected one. But getting a C+ for the first test is quite an achievement already. Will work hard to push up my immuno grade. Protein tech was a quarter open book test. The questions were kinda tough, but it can't be helped, coz it is a QUARTER open book test.

Med micro to me is a subject which i think i can score. Coz personally, im quite good in my biology. Planning to score for this module. Will try to score too for marketing.

6 more projects to go. Counting down.

Events that took place last week

2006-12-30T19:44:00.000-08:00

Events that took place last week

Saturday 23/12/2006

Met my primary school friend Angelina at orchard mrt. Gosh, i couldn't recognise her! Haha....guess maybe becoz it has been quite a long time since we last saw each other. Feels so good to see my old friend again :) Haha...the funny thing was, i asked her out shopping, but in the end, she was the one who ended up buying stuff while i ended up window shopping. Funny rite? Hehe...Looking forward to the day where we will meet again :)

Sunday 24/12/2006

Its Christmas eve today. Went out with cara, angie and her boyfriend's friends. Went to eat suki sushi for lunch. After which, went to play pool. i didn't know how to play pool, so they had to teach me how to play pool. Even so, i coundn't get it the whole time and i think guys were frustrated with me. Hmm...i feel so stupid the whole time. I should not have gone out that day, it was a wrong decision from the start. I left the place at 9pm, but the crowds were so horrible that the whole walkway to orchard mrt jus got jammed. So i made a detour to somerset mrt station. By the time i reach somerset mrt station, it was already 10.15! Gosh! I had to reach home by 11 as i need to attend midnight mass. Took the train to douby ghaut, then changed the NEL line to Kovan. Then took a taxi home from kovan as i was really running late. Reach home at 10.50, got a scolding from my mum. Went to bath quickly, get changed and went to church. Everything that day jus didn't went well. I regretted going out that day. Really Really regretted it.

Lesson learned : Its all about decision. Make the right decision, everything will go well. Everything in life all revolves around one word-decision. Think carefully before u make any decision.

Monday 25/12/2006

Its Christmas Day today. Did not receive any invitation to go to any party or watsoever. Spoke to sujith in the morning. Turns out that he is super dooper hyper major busy with his schoolwork.

Then afternoon, went to Boon Lay with my parents. Wa...the furthest place i've ever been to: Boon Lay. Its super far, the other end of the east west line. Shopped at Jurong point the whole afternoon. Then had dinner before going home.

Tuesday 26/12/2006

Wanted to go Bugis with my mum, but it rained the whole day. So, stayed at home the whole day.

Wedsnesday 27/12/2006

Rained whole day again, sianz. Again, stayed at home the whole day.

Thursday 28/12/2006

Woke up in the morning, watched two vcds. Accompanied my mum to the doctor in the afternoon. After that, went vivocity to shop. Hmm...that place turns out to be quite a disappointment. I imagined it to be a very grand place, as how people make it out to be. But it turns out to be a disappointment. Hmm...on a scale of 1-10, i will ranked vivocity 5. Orchard is still my favourite shopping place.

Friday 29/30/2006

Went to school in the morning with linda to collect the Anlene yoghurt drinks needed for our marketing project. 4 cartons of it plus 3 packets, u can imagine the weight. It took linda and i a great deal of energy to carry the 4 cartons of drinks to the bus stop. Hailed a taxi from there to my house. Watched 3 episodes of fruits basket before sending her to kovan station. Met another bunch of my projects mates, carine and ziling at kovan station, brought them to my house to do the medical micro project. Ayesha another of my project member, came at around 4 as she had her motorbike practical. Did the project until 6 thereafter they all went home.

Saturday 30/12/2006

Marketing project day. Horrible day. Its so difficult to find people to do surveys. And wats more, things got cocked up that day. Its jus horrible.

Wat a week i had. Haha...sounds like a very boring week. Oh well.

2006-12-17T06:03:00.000-08:00

Feeling so empty today. So lonely, like as if i just disappeared or something, nobody will know and nobody will care. Even though i had my parents here with me, i still had felt this feeling of emptiness inside.

Emptiness and loneliness

2006-12-15T18:56:00.000-08:00

The common tests are finally over :):P:D Horray! Finally, after one week of slogging and late nite sleeps. everything is finally over :) Now on to projects, chiong chiong chiong and then exams and then paradise. T_T

Overview of the common test (how i think i fare)

Monday (Immunology)

Hmm...quite an ok paper, except for not remembering the diagram on neutralisation of toxins, the rest of the paper was still quite ok. Tat day's invigilators were vanaja and OCM. Dunoe wat kind invigilators are they, dun even know how to invigilate at all. Last half an hour, they announced, then it was silence all the way until the last 2 minutes, then they announce. Wa...Siao rite? Wats more, there wasn;t any clock in that room, and some of us were not wearing watches. Diao la they. Should be able to get a B/B+/A for this paper.

Tuesday ( Medical Micro)

Hmm...quite an ok paper. Mostly wat i studied came out, cept the questions on diseases. Think this paper shld be able to score. Target: A

Wedsnesday (Protein Technology)

Hmm...this paper to me is moderate to tough. The questions on structures were quite ok to me. But the questions on the various chromatography methods were kinda tough. This paper was a 1/4 open book, which means that for the last 15 minutes, we were allowed to refer to our notes. Haha..the only sound i could hear that day was the flipping of papers and nothing esle. The first 45 minutes was not that stressful, it was the last 15 minutes that was stressful. There we were flipping through the notes, frantically searching for the answers and there the invigilator was, counting down the time. Wa...u can imagine. For this paper, should be able to get a C+/B.

Thursday (Marketing and Molecular Genetics)

We had 2 papers today. The first paper was marketing. The paper was ok. Only one sub-point i couldn't remember, but the rest was ok. Think this paper should be able to score too. Target:A

Then 2 hours later, we had molecular genetics. Everbody was like ??? throughout the whole paper. The first question of the SAQ i had one part wrong. The second question of the SAQ was confusing, especially the part a) and c). The two parts were like not related. In the end, i jus treated the two parts as two different questions. The last question of the SAQ i was caught off guard. I was staring at the question for 5 minutes. In the end, i jus wrote 5 lines. Think for this paper, Can only a C/C+.

Friday (Bioprocess and Bioinformatics)

Wa...siao, this day was a killer. 2 heavy modules together. The first paper was bioprocess, followed by bioinformatics.

The bioprocess paper was a killer. I couldn't do the calculation quesions. And wats worse was that i forgot that there were 50 MCQ questions altogether. I only did until question 40. Luckily the invigilator walked passed, saw that my last column of the OMR was not shaded, and told me that there were ten more questions. I was only left with the last 1 and a half minutes to do. So, rushed lo, jus shade according to my instinct. Wa...siao la this paper. Think for this paper, if i can pass, i will be happy already. Target: D/D+

Then was bioinformatics. Hmm...this paper to me was moderate. Some questions i could do, some i couldn't. Should be able to get maybe a B.

Haha...planning to go shopping this holidays. Go a lot of places. Haha...seems like im gonna hav a fun and busy holiday. But who cares, i deserve it.

Jus attended a wedding dinner, my cousin's wedding dinner. Haha...all my cousins on my father's side are slowly getting married. Haha..i wonder when will it be my mother's side, or even my own sister's :P Haha...ok, im starting to fantasise :P

Ok la. got to go liao. Cya folks :):P:D

2006-12-03T06:09:00.000-08:00

Im not angry with the class anymore. About my previous post, i hav given it some thought. Hmm...i know that no matter wat happens, carine and ayesha will always be my friends. True, ziling might be sticking to them all the time, but deep down in their hearts, the four of us, the sisterz (carine, ayesha, sujith and me) will always be together. But sometimes, i can't help feeling like these.

Im thankful to eileen for showing care and concern for me :) Thanks, u rock gal :):P:D Haha...jus wanna tell u that i will be here for u too, so any problems, can come tok to me =)

Haha...i wanna shop! i wanna go vivo! i wanna see the christmas lights at orchard!

Sisterz Rocks!

2006-11-30T19:19:00.000-08:00

Hmm...i jus cannot stand ziling. I dunoe y. Its up to a point where i really cannot stand already. I told carine that if she and ayesha can stand her, its their problem. But i jus cannot stand her.

Hmm...i feel that she is "stealing" my friends away from me. She is sticking to all my friends: carine, ayesha, eileen, cany, cara, linda, everyone. I remembered back in my primary school days, i had this very close friend in class. Then because of a third party, the whole friendship broke. Hmm...carine told me that no matter what happens, the four of us, sujith, carine ayesha and me will always be together. She oso told me thateven if some things between friends need not be said, the understanding will be there. I mean, its true. Deep in my heart, the four of us will always be together.

I jus cannot stand it when ziling goes "carine carine, ayesha ayesha" its so irritating. And i dun like her around in projects. I dun mind if u give me some ideas or comments, even if u r not in my group. But the way that she is doing it is really way too over. I dun mind if carine ayesha or anyone give me ideas or comments in projects, even if they are not in my group, coz the way that they do it is different from the way that ziling does it. And she always give this excuse that she is simple minded, please la...dun tell me a person can be so simple minded until lidat. Humans are not simple in the first place, so dun give me this excuse that u are simple minded.

I dun mind being alone, even if i were to go to school alone, or be alone in class, i dun mind at all.

One thing is certain: i cannot stand her. I jus cannot stand her.

2006-11-25T19:58:00.000-08:00

Something very funny happened yesterday. I was suppose to meet eileen at the control station at bishan and then go to ayesha'e house together. As i was walking towards the mrt station, a guy suddenly approached me and asked if he could get to know me. Then he smiled at me. Im like huh? Then i quickly walked away. The guy chased after me and asked cannot? I quickly walked away. OMG, that was so sudden and scary la.

Anyway, when i reached the control station, i gave eileen an sms saying that i have reach. A while later, she replied back, saying that she would be late and asked to go to ayesha'e house lst while she made her way there herself later. I then took the 53 bus from the interchange to whitesands where i met ayesha and ziling. Ayesha and i went popular to buy our stuff while ziling went to the ntuc to do her research. A while later, eileen sms me, saying that she's a paya labar. Another sms came later, this time stating that she's at tampines. Initially, i thought that she was in the train, but after calling her, it turns out that she was in bus 53. We then went up the bus to meet her. 3 bus stops after whitesands, we alighted. We bought some drink and ice-cream before going up to ayesha's house.

Guess wat we had for lunch, Spaghetti!!!!!. Ayesha cooked it herself, with the sauce and all. OMG, it was so spicy and delicious. And its my favourite food. Haha :)

After lunch came the molecular genetics project meeting. Im kinda pissed at someone during the meeting. I mean, i know she is trying to help by giving suggestions. But then, it so damn the wat la, making me feel as if i dunoe anything and she knows everything. OMG, can she please go handle her group lst before bothering about other groups. I can't stand her, i jus dunoe why.

Anyway, back to the meeting. I was quite satiefied as we had everything sorted out yesterday. The layout for the poster, the contents to be put in the poster. What we are left with now are fonts, the pasting of the information onto the poster, the decorations for the poster and our scripts for presentation. Yeah, 3 cheers for everyone!!!

Great, everything is proceeding closely according to plan. Keep it up! Hehe...

K la, got to chao liao. Cya

Anne

2006-11-24T07:17:00.000-08:00

Hmm...in glad that i did not tell anyone that i like weijie. If not, i would have ended up like linda. im glad i made the right decision of not telling. Come on la, its not a crime to like someone in the lst place. I mean, so what if someone likes a person, jus let the person tell the person themselves la, y muz they make it into such a big matter and cause everyone to be so awkward. Geez.

And then people are jus so busybody. Always wan to meddle into other peoples affairs. Cannot even handle ur own problems, then wan to meddle into other peoples problems. Go solve ur own problems lst la.

How i wish i can jus smack these people.

Listening to Smack That By Akon feat Eminem.

2006-11-20T04:19:00.000-08:00

Haha...sorry if my previous posts were full of vulgarities. Anyways, im feeling better now :)

Gosh, jus realise that we hav so many projects!

1. Medical Micro-Scientific paper presentation.
2. Immunology-Board game.
3. Protein technology-PBL assignment.
4. Protein technology-E-tutorial assignment
5. Marketing project-Fonterra Anlene Yoghurt Drink
6. Bioprocess Technology-Website on Baker's Yeast
7. Molecular Genetics-Poster on Cancer

Haha...7 projects in total, and the due dates are all so close to each other. God help me that i might be able to complete the projects in time.

Jus receive my two animes today, Fushigi Yuugi and Fruits Basket. Haha... $32 in total, cheap rite? And its in Jap oso, with English subtitles :)

Haha..kk, got to go do my stuff already. Cya, Take care.

Anne

2006-11-13T03:50:00.000-08:00

Last friday, during molecular genetics practical, we were suppose to subculture c.elegans. I wanted to subculture the dumpy one, so i went around looking for it. When i came to siuling's table, i ask her if that was the dumpy one and she told me yes. So i took her plate and went to subculture. As i was subculturing it halfway, she came over to my table and told me that the plate was hers. I was like sorry sorry i didn;t know. i mean, she did label but i did not see properly before i took the plate. i admit that this was my fault. I offered to give her my own plate, which i had subcultured. But she told me its ok. Then she and sze ho went to do the subculturing again. Both siuling and sze ho told me that its ok and not to worry about it. Then apparently, the ppl on the bench opposite them ask why they did the subculturing again and then siuling told them. Then zeya said sth HURTING and then i heard giggling and laughing. i couldnt take it anymore, i broke down and cry.

WAT THE HELL LA! SERIOUSLY LA, THE GUYS IN THE CLASS SUX, CEPT FOR JOEL. THEY ARE SO DAMN BLOODY IMMATURE!!!! THEY CAN JOLLY WELL GO KISS THEIR MOTHER'A ASS. IM NOT GONNA TOK TO THEM ANYMORE, CEPT FOR CARINE, AYESHA, LINDA, CARA, CANDY, JOEL AND PROB ZILING. CAN SAY THAT IM COLD, BUT IM NOT GONNA CARE, WHO ASK THEM, THEY MADE ME LIDAT. THE HURT THAT THEY CAUSE ME, THEY CAN NEVER UNDERSTAND. DO THEY KNOW HOW MUCH I CRIED ON FRIDAY WHEN I WENT HOME??? THEY DUNOE AND THEY CAN NEVER UNDERSTAND. TO HELL WITH THEM. THE WHOLE LOT OF THEM. BLOODY HELL.

HURT AND ANGRY

2006-11-06T04:23:00.000-08:00

School started today as normal. Had bioprocess tech practical. Gosh, all the things abt the fermentor, what we hav to do, etc. Wa...hav to write all these in a blog. Peng.

After bioprocess tech practical, went to hav lunch with carine and gang. After which we sat down to discuss abt the blog. So many things we had to include in the blog. Wa...and we are only given 3 weeks to complete it. Peng.

After that was protein technology practical. Through balloting, i was selected to do practical 4 with mr michael. As Mr michael was explaining the practical halfway, i suddenly felt dizzy. My stomach was super pain and i was breaking out in cold sweat. Unable to stand the pain anymore, i called out to ayesha to ask someone to take over me to do practical 4. She was shocked to see that my face was pale. I told her i wanted to go to the toilet and she accompanied me. I went into the toilet while she stood outside. Carine came shortly after, so did linda. I spent like half and hour or so in the toilet. After which, i went back to the lab to pack my bag. Carine and ayesha then accompanied me downstairs to hail a cab home.

When i reach home, i immediately boiled a kettle of hot water. After drinking a cup of hot water and getting some sleep, i felt so much better.

K la, got to go and study for my molecular genetics test tml. Take care folks. Cya!

Anne

2006-11-05T04:44:00.000-08:00

A couple of things made me pissed tis week.

Firstly, the scientific paper. On Monday, after protein technology practical, ziling asked me when i wanna have the meeting. At that point in time, i felt very pissed. Then i replied her: either wedsnesday or friday. She told me: can, jus tell me when u wanna have the meeting. After she left, i said out loud to ayesha who was sitting next to me: she want to go choo choo train, i will go choo choo train for her. Besides asking me, she also ask carine. I like hello! im not even worried, i dun fully understand the paper, imalso not worried lo! So kan chiong for wat?

Secondly, the cms. BLOODY CMS IS SO DAMN LAGGY!I can't download my PBL assignment.
the whole BLOODY thing jus hanged. And then when i pressed ctrl atr delete, it closes my whole internet explorer. Im like wat the man! i had to open the whole internet explorer again.
And then u know what, when i went to download the PBL assignment, the whole thing hanged again. This happened for a couple of times. WAT THE HELL MAN. WANT PEOPLE TO GO CMS DOWNLOAD STUFF, THEN DUNOE HOW TO IMPROVE THECMS. THEN HOW PEOPLE DOWNLOAD!!!!????? BRAINLESS!!! Then, want people to go cms and do tutorials, also dunoe how to improve the system. When we finish doing the tutorials, we click end assessment, the whole damn thing jus hanged there. Then when we went back to our learning desk to check, it appears as imcomplete. WAT THE HELL MAN! Then i went to click on the assessment and end task, the whole BLOODY thing happened again. WAT THE BLOODY HELL! WANT PEOPLE TO DO ONLINE LEARNING, THEN DUNOE HOW TO IMPROVE THE SYSTEM. THEN HOW DO U EXPECT PEOPLE TO DO ONLINE LEARNING???!!!!!!!! USE UR BRAINS LA! SERIOUSLY MAN!!!! THE CMS SHOULD CHANGE ITS NAME TO CMI (CANNOT MAKE IT).

Thirdly, Kelvin said something which hurt linda and me. I can' remember what izzit that he said. But the thing that he said make me realise that he had never acknowledge me as his lab partner. WHAT THE HELL LA! U THINK I WANT TO BE HIS LAB PARTNER??? IF NOT FOR WEIJIE WHO HAD GONE TO TAKE THE PCT TRACK, I WOULD NOT HAVE BEEN PAIRED UP WITH HIM. LET ME TELL U MR KELVIN TANG KAH CHUAN, THE ANSWER IS NO LO. I DUN MIND WORKING ALONE. IF GIVEN A CHOICE, I RATHER NOT BE UR LAB PARTNER. U THINK U ARE SO GREAT IZZIT? U ARE SUCH A BUSYBODY GUY WHO LIKES TO MEDDLE IN PEOPLES AFFAIRS. UR OWN STUFF ALREADY U CANNOT HANDLE, THEN U WANT TO MEDDLE IN OTHER PEOPLES AFFAIRS. AND UR CHARACTER SUCKS TOO. SO WHAT IF U ARE POPULAR IN CLASS AND IN SCHOOL, AND SO WHAT IF U HAVE TAKEN PART IN SINGAPORE IDOL BEFORE. LET ME TELL U MR KELVIN TANG KAH CHUAN, MR SINGAPORE IDOL REJECT, U ARE NOTHING TO ME. U DUN WAN TO WORK WITH ME, TELL ME IN THE FACE. I DUN MIND CHANGING LAB PARTNERS. I RATHER WORK WITH SOMEONE ESLE RATHER THAN U. MR SINGAPORE IDOL REJECT KELVIN TANG KAH CHUAN.

Pissed and getting emotional.

2006-08-11T20:27:00.000-07:00

Broke down again today. Haiz...

2006-08-11T19:59:00.000-07:00

Broke down in the bathroom yesterday. Hmm...its jus horrible.

Life's so unfair sumtimes. Dun u think?

Anne

2006-07-28T06:44:00.000-07:00

Hmm...had a tok with my mum abt ziling. I ask her: am i wrong to complain abt her to the rest of my classmates (not tat i complain to everyone, but to some of them). Then my mum said: i shouldn't have done tat, coz its between me and her, i shouldn't like " announce it to the whole world". Then i told her: the whole class knows her character, and practically the whole class dun like her. She told me: Even if tat is so, i shouldn't have complain abt her to them, i shouldn't have " like stab her in the back. poison her in the back". And i realise tat wat my mum say is true. I shouldn't have done tat, even though the class knows her character, i shouldn;t have done tat too. Its like " poisoning" her. My mum also said that its no use of me complaining and complaining, coz she will never change, so why sinned againest GOD. And i realise tat her words made A WHOLE LOT OF SENSE.

Jus now, on the way from Toa Payoh, while in the bus, i've been thinking. Im actually quite a bad person. Among the three of us(carine, ayesha and me), i think i treated her the worse. Hmm...i shall complain less next time. Even if i do, i won complain to the rest of the class.

Bad and guilty, me.

2006-07-28T06:19:00.000-07:00

Somebody is jus so KIASU!!!!! I jus can't stand it. She goes for lecture, takes down notes vigorously. Then later, still can borrow other ppl;s notes to copy. I mean, come on la, she went for lecture, took down her own notes, then still wan to borrow other ppl's notes?! Its not as if she didnt go for the lecture. Ok, if u didnt go for lecture, or u cant catch wat the lecturer is saying, that i can understand. But, every time?!?!?! I went for lecture too. but am i like her, go and borrow other ppl'e notes? To put it in a crude way, i dun copy notes from other ppl, but yet my common test results still turned out ok. To put it in an even more crude way, so wat if u have all the notes, but if u dunoe how to apply it, u dun have the brains, its oso useless. So wats the point???

Everytime during practical, she will always go and ask the teacher questions. One to one, to be precise. Then, later still can come and tell me dunoe how to do. In the end when we get back our report, she gets an A/A+ and a good at tat. Then, wat abt the rest of us? We slog like hell for the report and yet we get like wat? B, B+, sometimes C. Her report is already so good, and yet she still wan to ask for other ppl's report.

Ever seen someone so kiasu in ur life?

Watever la.

2006-07-08T21:27:00.000-07:00

Feeling quite emotional unstable this week. Broke down once on tuesday. HMM..tat day after marketing lecture, ayesha and i were sitting at the stone tablets outside waiting for carine. Then, i saw weijie walked out of the lecture theatre. I then called him stupid boy. Ayesha then told me that he dunoe that im cursing him.

Then in the bus, the both of us then talked about weijie. At that point, i jus suddenly felt a feeling of sadness. At certain points, i jus felt like crying, but i held back my tears as i did not wan to embarrass myself in front of so many people in the bus. Then, later at night, while bathing, i broke down and cried.

Then on friday, after hbd lecture, carine, ayesha and i went to plaza sing. Suddenly, i jus felt a sense of loneliness welling within.

Yesterday, while in church, i felt like crying again. But luckily, the feeling disappeared quickly.

I guess the reason that i broke down was partly becoz of weijie. Silly anne falling for a stupid boy. I dun even know why did i fall for him in the lst place. i rather it be someone from another class, then someone from the same class, and my lab partner at that. Right now, all i wanna do is to forget him. He is not worth me thinking so much and wasting my tears. After all, it jus a crush, and i believe that i deserve someone better, not someone like him, but someone WAY better. My Mr Right is someone out there waiting for me, so its time for me move on and find that person. Right now, im happy to say that im 70% over with him. Sooner or later, it will be a 100%, and im gonna make that happen. I muz, i can and i will. Anyway, wats the point? He won even fall for a girl like me. He jus treats me as a sister. So why harbour such thoughts? Might as well forget him and go and find someone better, someone who will really love me, care for me and take care of me.

So, time to move on.

Stupid boy

watever

muhaha :):P:D

2006-07-04T05:44:00.000-07:00

Friday 30 June

Went to school today for a 1 hour IM test. After that, met dhiviya and saras at the lift near south canteen. Walked to the mrt station together and took the train to orchard. Along the way, i sms sujith telling him that we were on our way to orchard. In the train, he sms back saying that he could not make it as he had essay consulatation. I then sms him back telling him to call us when he had finished. We then reach orchard.

Upon reaching orchard, dhiviya then suggested going to far east plaza. We then walked there. We then ate lunch at long john silvers. We were enjoying lunch when suddenly carine spotted a cockroach. Ayesha immediately put her legs up on the chairs. She brought her legs so fast that her shoe straps broke. Saras climbed from one chair to another. A group of girls screamed abd ran out of the restaurant. Dhiviya suddenly screamed and said that my foot brushed against hers. As the cockroach crawled nearer and nearer to out table, everybody got up and started running to the next aisle, screaming. One of the guys then went to call the manager. The manager then got out, grab the cockroach with a piece of tissue and threw it away. We then went back to eat our lunch, heaving a sign of relief. Wat a super dooper hyper major funny incident :) :P:D

After lunch, we shopped for a while. Ayesha and dhiviya then suggested going to bugis as they couldn't find any shoes. We then took the train to bugis. Dhiviya then took us round bugis street. Dhiviya bought a skirt at one of the shops. At the second level, ayesha and dhiviya each bought a pair of shoes. Meanwhile, carine and i went to pick sujith up. We walked from one end of bugis street to another before we finally found sujith. After meeting up with the rest of the girls, we went to shop at parco bugis junction. By that time, it was already 5.15. We then shopped around for a while. Ayesha left at 5.30 as she had her motorbike practical. Dhiviya, saras and sujith left at 5.55. Carine and i went to newbie to shop before going home.

Wat a fun and memorable day. Haha...A real, true sisterz outing :)

Ok, gotta go liao. Blog another time. BYE :):P:D

Happy Birthday Sujith!

2006-05-20T21:40:00.000-07:00

18/06/2006 Thursday

Woke up at 6.15 today. Took a bath before going out to meet ayesha at hougang mall interchange to take bus no 161 to woodlands interchange to meet saras, dhiviya and sujith. Carine had mentioned that she would arrived at about 9. After meeting them, we then walked to woodlands civic centre located behind causeway point. Upon reaching there, we decided to settle down at macdonalds, on condition that we patronize them. Sujith then went to buy breakfast meal.

While waiting for carine, we chatted, joked and took pictures. Meanwhile, dhiviya received a call from carine saying that she had arrived. She and ayesha then went to pick her up. After carine arrived, saras then took out the cake and begin sticking candles on it. Realising that we did not have a lighter to light the candles, we decided to borrow one. Sitting at the table behind us was an uncle. Sujith then approach the uncle. However, the uncle could hear him as he had his earpiece on. Poor sujith kept on asking and asking, trying to get his attention, but to no avail. Haha...it was so funny :) Spotting another group of uncles at the table in front of us, we then approach them to ask for lighter. To our relief, they had a lighter with them. The candles were then lid and a happy birthday song was then sung. Thereafter, the cake was cut and everyone started tucking in. The cake was so delicious!!! Yummy yummy yummy :) Here, i would like to thank saras for buying the cake. Cheers gal :)

After eating the cake, we then relax, talked, joked and took pictures. It was so fun :) Soon, it was time for us to leave for school. However, we had some cake left over. We then decided that sujith should take the rest of is cake home. Sujith however, said that his parents would scold him as he did not told them that he was out celebrating his birthday. Dhiviya was then asked to bring home the cake. She however, did not want to too. We had no choice but to pack the cake to school to eat. Dhiviya and i then went into macdonalds to ask for a box. We had to wait for 5 minutes for that! Meanwhile, the rest of them were taking pictures. After we have gotten the box, we then put the cake into the box and clean up the place. 98.7 was playing the dance track "summer rain" by slinkie minx at that moment. I then started dancing and it was recorded on carine's camera! Haha...

Before leaving the place, we decided to take a group photo. Carine then set a timing for her camera. Haha...something funny happened. Instead of pressing the countdown button, carine press the record button instead. All of us were posing, waiting for the picture to be captured...haha...The picture was then retaken and this time, it was successful :)

After the photoshoot, we then walked to woodlands mrt station to take the train back to school while sujith took the bus.

Fun morning it was! Haha...

Ok la...gotta go liao...blog another time ba...take care folks :)

Anne

2006-05-16T01:55:00.000-07:00

Memorable Day 16/05/2006

Went to school today for only one lecture which only took 45 minutes. After lecture, dhiviya and saras came over. We then hung out together with mb0505 in the lecture theatre, talking and joking until 10.15, after which we had to left as a class was coming in for a lecture. After that, ayesha, dhiviya, saras and i then went to ang mo kio central to have lunch at pizza hut. Carine didn't want to go as she had flu and she wanted to go home to rest. I hope she recovers soon. We then took 159 to ang mo kio central. After walking around for a while, we still couldn't find the place. Dhiviya then suggested asking for directions. Saras then went into a shop to ask for directions. Wat a brave girl :) We then proceeded to pzza hut.

Upon reaching the place, we realised that the place wasn't opened yet. We hung out and chatted until the restaurant was opened. 5 minutes later, the signs were out and the door was unlocked. We then went in.

After settling down in our seats, the waitress showed us the menu. 5 minutes later, the waitress came back to take our orders. We ordered a Aloha's pizza set lunch and two garlic bread. While waiting for our food, we went to get our soups: cream of mushroom. Saras then went searching for pepper and took the cheese instead of the pepper. Haha...it was so funny :) Finally, she found the pepper. We then started adding the pepper. I added too much pepper and it was SO spicy! Muhaha...

After a while, our garlic bread and pizza then arriived. We then indulged in our sumptous meal. Over the meal, we chatted and joked. It was so fun :):):). We even ordered 1 more Aloha's pizza. After finishing eating, we laze and chilled out for a while before settling our bill.

We then took the 159 bus. Dhiviya and saras dropped off at school while ayesha and i went to compass point to shop. Ayesha wanted to buy a long sleeve shirt for her motorbike lessons. We went to metro, giordano, hang ten and U2. Unfortuantely, we were unable to find it. Something funny at U2. Ayesha was asking the sales assistant if they were any long sleeve shirt available. The sales assistant then replied that there were, but there were limited sizes available. Ayesha then ask wat colours were available. The sales assistant kept on thinking that ayesha was asking whether there were any white colour long sleeve shirt. Haha...After clearing up everything, the sales assistant then to check and told us that there were no more small sizes. We then left the shop.

After which, we went to the basement. Ayesha bought a few accessories. We then went to macdonalds to buy a drink and to sit down to relax and chill out. After finishing our drink, we went upstairs to sembawang as i wanted to look at cds. Bought a cd, after which we went to take the bus home.

Wat a memorable day it was :) I really enjoyed this day a lot.

Haha...ok...gotta do my reports...blog another time. T.T.

Anne

2006-05-06T21:28:00.000-07:00

Congratulations to Low Thia Kiang and Chiam See Thong for retaining their seats in Hougang and Potong Pasir. Three cheers to the both of them. YEAH!!! :):):)

Stayed up till one to watch the results of the elections last night. I was so excited with the results, especially the results for my constituency, aljunied. I was hoping that worker's party would win my constituency. However, when the results were announced, it turned out that pap won my constituency. Aw...its was so disappointing. But, later i learned that the pap won by a mere small margin (PAP: 56.1% WP: 44.9%) The results were SO close...Aw... Haha...that means for the next election, the worker's party will stand a VERY HIGH CHANCE.

Haha...citizens of singapore, be prepared for a rise in GST and bus fares. In fact, bus fares will be rising in july. Haha...and GST will rise to 7%???

Ah well...we can only hope for the next election, which is in 5 years time. By then, i will be eligible to vote.

Oh...well....gotta go already. Seeya guys.

Anne

2006-05-05T06:23:00.000-07:00

Another week have gone by. Hmm...this week was quite a light one, in the sense that there were not really a lot of reports and it was quite relaxing.

Haha...had a talk with sujith over msn on political issues, haha...the conversations were super funny :). i can't wait for the elections :) Haha...

Hmm...met eileen at south canteen today. Apparently, she had already left school, however, she came back upon realising that her wallet was missing. Hmm...i hope she finds her wallet soon.

After school today which ended at 6, i went to meet my parents at chinatown for dinner. After which, my parents went to wp's rally at serangoon stadium while i went home.

Haha...ok...gotta go already. Blog anothet time.

Anne

2006-04-27T05:13:00.000-07:00

Reflections on first week of school

Monday 14 April

hmm...was suppose to have Human Biology and disease (HBD) tutorial and practical today. However, the lessons were cancelled as the tutuorial was an e-tutorial and the there wasn't any practical for that week. However, i met my NE group at mac to finish up our NE project. After that, met up with my mum at heartland mall to shop for groceries.

Tuesday 15 April

My first day back to school. Had lecture the whole morning from 9-11, followed by a 2 hour break. After that was molecular biology and techniques (MBT) practical, from 2-5pm. I was quite surprised that i was actually clear-headed during the practical. Normally im quite blur during practical. However, i was quite surprised that i was clearheaded during MBT practical. Hmm...i hope that i can maintain this cleadheadedness throughout all my practicals.

Wedsnesday 16 April

Had lecture at 9am, industrial microbiology. The lecturer AK was so straightdforward and kind to allow us to do the report in pair. Wa...thank GOD man...hurray, three for AK :)

Thursday 17 April

The only day in which lessons starts in the afternoon. Was slacking the whole morning. Went to school at 12.30 to meet Dr Chan, our mentor. During the meeting, our class reps were selected, and they are carine and kelvin. Congratulations carine and kelvin :) After that, had HBD lecture followed by analytical biochem practical. Haha...something funny happened. After the practical, carine passed her labcoat to me to put in the locker as she had to rush off. Meanwhile, ayesha had finished packing her bag. As for me, i was halfway through packing my bag while ziling and her lab partners had to do stockcheck. Ayesha just grabbed my bag and marker and ran out of the lab. I ran after her, running down the whole long corridor all the way to the lift, wondering to myself why is ayesha running so quickly. Then it struck me. It was to prevent ziling from passing her labcoat to us. After putting out labcoat in the locker, we went to the canteen to buy roti john before walking to the interchange. Meanwhile, ziling called me. However, i did not answer the call. Insteand, i sms her, asking why did she call me. Her reply was to put labcoat. I then sms her back saying that i forgot and that i was already in the bus when in actual fact, i was still in school, walking out of south canteen.

Friday 18 April

Lessons only in the afternoon as there wasn't any practical this week. Went to school in the afternoon jus to attend a 2hours lectures, HBD and industrial micro.

Saturday 19 April

Had to go school today even though its a saturday. Attended a boring 1 hour lecture on marketing for life sciences. After that, went to have breakfast cum lunch with ayesha and dhiviya at food juction. Carine went home first as she wasn't feeling well. After breakfast, ayesha went to SSDC to take her trial test while dhiviya and i went home.

Hmm...nothing much happened during the first week of school. Except for the MBT report, there wasn't any other assignments. Oh well, its only the beginning, there's more coming in the coming weeks. Haha...

Ok, i gotta do my reports. Blog another time.

Anne

2006-04-10T21:34:00.000-07:00

Met up with carine and sujith at 11 at harbourfront on friday. Took a bus to sentosa siloso beach. It was SCOTCHING HOT when we reached there. Walked a distance before locating my classmates. Wa...super hot man. Haha...

Some of them were swimming while the rest were seating on the rock relaxing. After swimming, all of them went to play volleyball. carine, sujith and i didn't join in, rather, we were seating on the rocks, watching them play, relaxing and taking pictures. Soon, it was lunchtime. Food? Tuna sandwich and potato salad. There was an animal show going on, and the three of us went to watch. After lunch, sujith and i joined in to play frisbee and volleyball. carine and kelvin suddenly became very close. Is there some secret or something??? Haha...

At around 3.30, the three of us went to eat ice-kachang. They were playing basketball, and carine and i joined in while sujith sat in the shade to relax. At around 6, all of them went to bath. After which, we went to burger king to grab a bite before proceeding to the musical fountain. After that, we then took the bus back to harbourfront station and took the train home.

What a day of fun, joy and laughter. I even got sun-burned. So painful. Haha...but the skin is starting to peel off already. Haha...ok, gotta go already. take care folks :)

Anne

2006-04-05T05:29:00.000-07:00

Been to orchard two days in a row. Haha...im simply LOVE orchard, that is my number ONE shopping place. Haha...gonna explore orchard one day, its such a big place.

Anyway, i've been thinking about some things these few days. Recent events have also taught me a lot of things. Firstly, its not a matter of what we are capable of doing, but a question of whether we are willing to try.
Secondly, when something happens, look at it from two sides of view. Do not always look at the negative side, but the positive side as well.

Here's a piece of good news for the sisterz. I have already forgiven ziling. When that incident happened, i did forgive her, but at that time, i was angry, thus i did things that were "out of my character". About her being my lab partner next semester, i guess it is something which i have to live with coz no matter what, i cannot escape from this fact. I will always be stuck with her. I guess i will have to learn to live with it. Im trying to learn to "widen my heart" and to be more magnanimous.

Hmm...i wanna learn a lot of things: Piano, dancing, makeup, cycling. Haha..but one thing at a time...maybe i can only learn some of these things when i have started working coz by then, i will have the money.

Alright, gotta go already. Blog another time. Take care :)

Anne

2006-03-30T20:39:00.001-08:00

Yesterday started out well. Woke up at 9.30. Then went to wash my face, brush my teeth and eat breakfast. Got a call from my auntie, chatted with her for a short while. Later heard from my mum that she wanted to come to my house.

Watched cartoon at 11. Boy, i smply love the cartoon, The Road Runner Show. Haha :) After that, went to get dress at 12. My attire? Haha...a white blouse with a black cropped skirt. Just as i was about to leave my house, my auntie arrived. She was carrying two plastic bags of handbags (she works at yakult, and the handbags are given by the company). I took the pink handbag while my mum took 8 handbags, each of a different colour. So kiasu rite? Haha...but never mind, we can change "to and fro" as what my mum said. Haha...

Met my NE group at Raffles Place MRT at 1.15. Sujith was late for 10 minutes. While waiting for sujith, we went to shop for a white envelop. After walking around for 10 minutes, we still could not find a white envelop. In the end, we gave up and went to the toilet before heading down to the control station to wait for sujith. When we got to the control station, sujith had already arrived. We then made our way to the centre. We got lost along the way and sujith had to call the centre to ask for directions. Fortunately, the lady took the trouble to wait for us at the centre downstairs, so sweet of her :) We then went upstairs to the centre. Once i entered the centre, i felt so calm and serene. The place is so beautiful that i wish my house was like that.

The lady then showed us around the centre. I love the garden, its so nice and quiet. We then took some pictures before proceeding with the interview. During the interview, i felt this feeling of sadness in me. It jus came suddenly and i was feeling sad thoughout my stay at the centre. After the interview, we each had a free trial of reiki therapy. During the therapy, i was thinking about a lot of stuff, sad stuff to be precise. In some of this memories, i was crying in some of them. After the therapy, the lady told me that i understood more then my other group members but im afraid of what im capable of doing. Hmm... i guess this is true. I always tell myself that i cannot make it. take for example: Whenever i see that some people are creative or when they are able to lead a group or when they are doing something that i dun think im capable of doing , i will tell myself that i will not be able to be like them. Guess that means that i have no confidence in myself. Hmm...

Then later, when carine asked me if i thought of weijie. My reply was yes, i did. At that moment, i dunoe wat came over me, i jus ran out of the room, broke down and cried. Lucikily ayesha and the lady kept me company. The lady then prepared a room for me, ayesha then accompanied me to the room.

Hmm..i wish i can stop all this emotions. But i guess i can't. Emotions is not something which can be controlled. It is a feeling. When it gets too overwhelming, one tends to do things that are beyond what they expect. Guess i have to build myself up to be stronger emotionally.

Anyway, I left early as i had to rush home for dinner. At around 7.30, i left the place with ziling while carine and ayesha stated behind to wait for sujith. Ziling then bid me goodbye at one of the traffic lights. I then walked back alone to the mrt. Took the train back to bishan then took 53 home.

ok...gotta go already. Blog another time.

Anne

2006-03-27T00:25:00.000-08:00

Went to school today for orientation dry run. Ended at around 11. Then, went to have lunch at mac with carine, jeffery, kelvin, malcolm, marcus and huda. Both kelvin and huda left early due to something. After lunch, carine, jeffery, malcolm and i went to orchard to shop. Went home at around 2.30. This is a short summary of what happened today.

Today, i also receive news that MB0505 will not be disbanded, but rather MB0502. Five people from our class got into PCT, and they are angie, eileen, malcolm, weijie and huimin. Oh my, im gonna miss eileen, she is the other person whom im very close to besides the sisterz. Im so gonna miss her.

Anyway, this is not my main point. What im gonna blog today is something which i had wanna blog a few days back. Last Wedsnesday, at carine's house, sujith ask me this " hows weijie?" My reply was " i do miss him a little, but the feeling is not as strong as for the sisterz and eileen." I also told him that i find that weijie has changed, he's different from the person that he used to be. Sujith also agreed with me and said that he's different "after huimin".

When i heard that he got into PCT, i told carine that it might be a good thing coz i will be able to forget him. I even told her i didn't even know why did i fall for him in the first place. True, he was nice in the first semester, but ever since this semester, i find that he has changed, especially after the study break. Sujith once told me that weijie sees me as a sister. Even ayesha expressed her concern about this when i revealed my secret. I told ayesha that i know, i know that weijie sees me as a sister.

Nice as he may be , there are some things which i dun like about him. Firstly, he is racist. He likes to criticise other peoples' religion. He doesn't like christians, people of different skin colour and SOKA ( carine once asked him if he wants to join her polaris session every thursday, but he said that he does not like soka because their association is very big). I mean, come on, how can he criticise peoples religion like that? Does he think that his religion is the best? Think of urself first before criticising others. One thing that i do not like is people criticising my religion. I have a lot of respect for my religion, not only for my religion, but for other peoples religion as well.

Secondly, he is very tactless. He talks without thinking. There are a few incidences in which he has said some things that hurt me. Even carine agrees with me that his words could hurt sometimes. Now, come to think of it, he getting into PCT might be a good thing. At least i can forget about him. Right now, only three people knows my secret and i intend to keep it that way.

Ok...i've written quite a long entry today. Gotta go already. Seeya.

2006-03-22T04:28:00.001-08:00

Finally got my pay today...can go shopping de...haha :)

After my work today which ended at 3.30, i went to carine's house to update myself on the NE project. I was anxious to get there for it was quite some time since i saw my friends and i can't to see them, i miss them SO much :) As soon as i reach carine's house, i scream and ran into the room...haha...i dunoe wat came over me...too excited already...hyper hormones...haha :) I was only there for half an hour when sujith said that he had to leave to meet his friend darren. After sujith left, ayesha, carine and i decided to go to hougang mall to have our dinner and to survey on iPod as well. We left carine's house at 5, took a train from potong pasir mrt to hougang. It was pouring when we walk out of the station.

Carine wanted to have her dinner at KFC. Unfortunately, the restautant is under renovation. We then went into MacDonalds, shared a seat with a granny. Ayesha then said that she wanted to eat at the coffeeshop outside as it was cheaper. We then walk out of Macdonalds. When we reach the coffeeshop, we realise that there wasn't any muslim stalls, thus, we walk back to hougang mall again and went to the food court upstairs. We then found seats at a corner. Ayesha bought mee sotong while carine and i bought japanese food.

Over our meal, we chatted about our plans for the future. Ayesha told us about the bad behaviour of the girls at her workplace. W e also talk about how expenses have increased tremendously over the years. After dinner, i went to packet two packets of mee goreng home for my parents. We then went to harvey norman to survey iPods as ayesha was planning to get one. Saw an iPod nano which cost $268. Ayesha then said that she wanted to go home, take her money and come back to buy the iPod. Both carine and i were like " Ayesha, go home and thnk about it first before u decide whether u want to buy or not" Muhaha...

After surveying the iPod, we send carine off at the mrt station. Ayesha and i then walk to the bus interchange. Ayesha took 89 home and i took 113. Met my mum downstairs when i alighted from the bus. She and i went to buy ice-cream before going home.

Haha...wat a fun day i had today. Ok...gotta go watvh tv. Seeya guys. Take care.

Anne

2006-03-20T04:14:00.001-08:00

Two more days before i can get my pay. Can't wait for it, gonna buy some stuff, haha...

I miss my friends, the sisterz ( carine, ayesha, sujith), eileen, cara, and a few others too. I finally understand the feeling of missing someone, now that i have been through it. I can't wait to see my friends again.

I have this sudden urge to shop and to go to the airport. Sometimes, i jus feel like doing the craziest things, like taking any bus or mrt to the terminal and back again.

Oh well, another day has jus ended, tml is the start of another new day. Here's wishing everyone a better tml. Take care.

Anne

Hello there

2006-03-18T19:48:00.000-08:00

hey, this is my first post. Finally decided to have a blog. haha... :)

Went out with my parents and my grandmother in the morning to have breakfast. Heard tat my grandmother is feeling better (she was complaining about having a stomach discomfort last night). So happy to hear tat she is feeling better. Haha...anyway...ill be able to take my pay on wedsnesday, yeah, can go shopping. haha...OMG...im such a spendthrift...wonder how am i gonna survive next time when i have started working...but anyway, ill worry about tat next time.

Ok...gonna go. Blog another time.

Anne